Dream on

Damn, but my back feels great. and I also had a great nap except that there were some really bizarre dreams... well, not bizarre as much as disturbing. *wonders if she is repressing even more traumatizing things from her childhood*

Other than that.. well, what can I say? I am feeling lovely affter a chiroopractorä's appointment. and i am supposedly a quarter of an inch taller now 0-o aopparently, the reason for why my lower back has been so fucking sore is because I had hipissues... who knew? he poked and prodded at me and now I am hearty and hale. I think.

Cloud getting fixed woudl seem to have gotten everything sorted out. they replaced the ethernet card and the fan of the.. argh, wtf in näytönpohjain in English? Graphics card ort what?

I have a ton of stuff to do - the dishes, for one. and laundry.a nd I need to make something to wat for myself - the cannage soup gets divided between the stuff that goes to the freeze and what I take to my aunt - promised I'd share because she is sick. and i have to bake an apple pie, too - as a thank-you for that lady who'äs given me a few rides. i am also helping her to fix up her computer ) (Of course, depending on if the repairs at her place are finished or not, it would seem that I might be forced to go to a pentecostal.. not sure what they are in English. Prayer house, something like that. So iof you hear about nay spontaneous combustions... :P)

Also in things that make me headdesk and cluck: My former therapoist, shw who rocked my socks? Is pregnant. *facepalms* I swear the entire universe is breeding on me...

*hugs* Love you all!

ETA: Fortgot! *facepamlm* Under cut, a quiz :)

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So. last night, Jen dies on me. with CLoudys Ethernet card dead? this makes for one pissed-off, annoyed, and computerless Ara :(

Yes, woe is me.

So ok, CLoudy should come home reasonably soon -. a sin, tomorrow, cause they already called nme about my password so they ould install the drivers. *crosses fingers but.... Still, a full niught without the internet? *wails*

I will habe internet for a littlee bit more today at this lovely public terminal but.. yeah. Not at home until tomorrow.

Incidentally, have promised to help someone with her computer on THurday. willa lso bake hjer apple pie. And I think I am getting sick again. *sigh*

ÖLove you guys. Please gimme shinies while I am still here?

Go me.s lept through the day so no dentist appotintment for me *grimace*

Otgher than that, seem to have acquired lodgings for the concert, whiuch is Goodness. Now I of course just got to figure out how to navigate from That Place to Teatria and Back. :D

Also, my computer is WEIRD. it keeps crashing every single brower on some sites -a nd that includes your journal, navigatorsghost, so I canöt comment. Can read entries on my fliust, but.. can't comment. (And fyi, I am having majorly rich cinnamon toast and happily looking forward to writing some very, very self-indulgent pr0n as soon as I am done twith that)

Oh,a nd the universe has anasty sense of humor. spent several hours last night talking to someone who was tall, dark, handsome,older, had a wicked snese of humor, great tasete in music, doesnöt think I am crazy... and likes boys and has issues with women. \o/, great going, Ara, great going.

Oh, and I am SO buying this one cute jacket when I get to Oulu. Cause I have a need for it.

Tioday is being a Good day, despite my headache. cause in addittion to the loot - *clutches shirt to chest* - I r4alized my monitor had not, in fact, gone poof.

the power cord just wasnöt in place.

*facepalms*

Back to the regularly schedulked angst now - next stop, mmore ÄMM. it is going to places I did not foresee.. and it is kinda sad i am totally incapable of inducing evrything I want, like the scene where Lordi gets ambushed by a snowball-wielding Anna and relaliation takes place. Ohe well, I hope you like it anyway :)

More ÄMM will happen probably around midnight GMT. If I get lucky.

(Incidentally,w hat do you guys think of Viktor? and Ruusa? I did not exöpect to ahve more OCs than Anna but those two just demanded to happen, although Viktor is not strictly an OC:..)

So... got Jen home. And with cables - nice shiny cables I can plug both her and cloudy to the net at the same time. Only, I have ll of a single screen, keyb and a mouse between them. Go me!

In other news, I lost 1.7 lbs/0.8 kg this week. So I weigh a whopping 301.7/139.9. Celebrated with donuts, and no, i do not feel guilty at all.

today will be a Good Food day with some bizarre pork-y things filled with cheese that I have no idea how to cook properly, but think will spend an hourr in the oven, only, have no idea quite just how to deal with them.... Will have to ask around.

Yeah, in other news..: i wanna blather about my future kids. About the 6 biological and several adopted ones. Andf no, IU have not come up with mnames for more than one of them yet...

What I want to blather about is daycare. Which, incidentally, I intend to put my kids into despite staying at home. Why? Because I know from experience that social intereaction is v. important for kids, and I have no doubrt that ifg tyhey just stayed at home with me,t his would be severely limitesd - most othert kids would be in the daycare and so thety qwoulsd lack playmates and sdo on. So, it will be for the sake of their social developement that I want them to spend part of the day in daycare - that, and to get Me-time. Yeah, idalistic, I know, but ath is how I want things to be and this is my LJ so I can dream on iff I want to :P but yeah, this would be ideal. *shrugs*

and also, i am writing.l working on a little more of last year's nano - there might be a new chunk appearing sometime soonish :D

nothing else blatherworrthy right now, i suppose. other thant hat I want babies, damn it, and a nice tall dark handsome alpha male to have them with.

That's all, fgolks.

So I have a new shiny keyboard. again a cheapass kind.

but...

Jen is at the shop. I dinally caved in and took her there without a hardware peroblem - toldt he guiy about the blue screens of death and everythijng else, and we agreed Jen wioll get a new harddricvve - probably another 160 gb one - and a clean XP instglal on that and after that, it falls to me to sort wverything out and format the old crap.

but.. yeah. Jen is finally getting rid of the ME: this will cost me an a'rm and a leg but i figure that the fact that it is going to saave me a LOT of grief will make it worth it.

in the meanwhile, <i will be using <cloudy so there will be a lot of missing stuff and being awol from any IMs. still on IRC; tho, ion Gamesurge, and gmail usually works.

So.,.. updates. COmputer is MAJORLY screwed up - cloudboy is so riddled that I have no idea what to do. I can be reached via e-mail (Whee) and via googletalk, most likely.. and IRC: IRC is working fine. itäs surfing, AIM and MSN that are nbot working well.

other than that? Working on the Mewxico fic. HAve a tricky scene and no idea how to deal with it...

ETA: MSN works. No idea for how long.