*headdesk*

Feb. 6th, 2006 03:50 pm
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As you can guess, my internet is v. dead. Am reachabvle by e-mail and IRC only and even then, slightly spåoradically.... I have to wait for the computer to crash, mess weith the date setting,s, anbd THEN I can access the damned internet beyondf'd the frontpage of google.fi"!

Good news? Jen's done, reasonably cheap too. Bad news? I have no way of bringing her home. Not until WEednesday earliest. *sigh*

So yeah,. Ara is annoyeds. And pissed offa tht he stupidity of people. The guy who uusually gives me ridwes, fizxes my bike, all that? totaled his car, nearly got n'himself killed and his DL suspended for dreiving drunk! off his ass. *sigh* am just glad he didn'´t get hurt bad... but why do people have to be that stupid?

other than that not much to say. not feeling v. good due to the meds but... I'll live.

Other than that`

Yup, more prayers. Because I think they are spiffy. Deal with it.



Teach Me to Pray

Lord, I know not what I ought to ask of Thee; Thou only knowest what I need; Thou lovest me better than I know how to love myself. O Father! Give to Thy child that which he himself knows not how to ask. I dare not ask either for crosses or consolations; I simply present myself before Thee, I open my heart to Thee. Behold my needs which I know not myself; see and do according to Thy tender mercy. Smite, or heal; depress me, or raise me up; I adore all Thy purposes without knowing them; I am silent; I offer myself in sacrifice; I yield myself to Thee; I would have no other desire than to accomplish Thy will. Teach me to pray. Pray Thyself in me.

- Francois de Salignac de la Mothe-F�nelon
Christian


Prayer for a Divorced or a Separated Person

Father, I belong to you. I place myself anew in your hands and acknowledge you as Master and Lord of my life. Grant me the gift of a forgiving heart and cleanse me of any anger, hostility, or revenge. Heal my hurts and teach me to rely on your love. Grant me wisdom of heart and strengthen me by your grace to move on in faith, in trust, and in love. Thank you, Lord, for your love in my life.

Christian, Catholic
source: Catholic Doors Ministry


No commentary again.



Incidentally, i have been talking with the Catholic Jackass about Stuff on'ce again. Am reminded of why precvisely I sometimes feel som conflicted - my lizard brain, my emotional side, holds a lot of attitudes that fit certain chiurches well, but my logical, analytical mind? Refuses to bow to inequality and to emotion. It might not be age of reason but hey, I happen to know that no matter what I want in life and feel at a gut level is for me and me only, not to impose on anyone else.

*hugs everyone*

Point me to anything you think i should see that I have misse d- toital inability to read the f-list for days and days sucks.

Oh, and I am finally reading Mercedes Lackey and Lauren K. Hamilton. Love Lackey, think Hamilton is a definite hack.

Alsdoso; someone tell me how the hell can i shutt Tarantino up?

Date: 2006-02-06 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ariskari.livejournal.com
Poor Ara's internet. Roll on Wednesday. Nothing really there from me to read though. Have been hanging with friend and so there has been a lack of writing anything. I might have cursed the trilobites a little but beyond that there's unlikely to be anything.

I only have one Lackey book and I really rather liked it. Especially Firesong and Silverfox. Such neat names.

Date: 2006-02-06 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arabwel.livejournal.com
Hopwe you ahve been having fun? :)

Lakey is fun. a little predictable, but there's a lot of little hooks I like (such as guaranteed romance( but sadly enough a lacvk of tall dark handsome heroes.... :P

I have lots of plot buinnies, though....

Date: 2006-02-06 09:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ariskari.livejournal.com
Yay for bunnies. There is good romance. And slashy romance too. Nummy.

Date: 2006-02-06 09:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arabwel.livejournal.com
Slashy rpomance it.

My plot bunnies are strange - a usual - and involve romance - as usual....

oh, and btw, I have decideed that I want 6 kids :D

Date: 2006-02-06 10:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] revenant16.livejournal.com
*huggle* all this bad headdesky-type stuff will go away soon i hope...but at least Jen is f1x0r3d! hope your friends okay.

Date: 2006-02-07 08:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheepyshell.livejournal.com
Hey Ara

Just popped in to give you *huggggggggggggggggles*

Shell xxx

Date: 2006-02-07 03:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arabwel.livejournal.com
*hugs* thankies :D

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