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Feb. 16th, 2011 09:06 pm
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Insomnia sucks. but dreams suck worse.
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(for the record, my7 journal title is formt he Depeche Mode song of that name)

Yeah, I do dream. A lot. there are some recurring themes, and I do try to keep track of them here on LJ when they are especially interesting.

Like last night. I drramed that I showed up at Labyrinth without CDs to spin and had to run back home to fetch them. This led somehow to a matrix stuyle helicopter-machineghun shootout at my old elementary school with me being shot at. Etc. :D

Some6times my dreams do haunt me. In bad ways. There are times when a dream appears innocous and leaves me unsettled - watching a dancing video made with my friends should not be a horrible nightmare, should it? But it is, to me.

Sao yeah. I do dream.

Meme!

Sep. 5th, 2007 06:40 am
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Under cut, meme of the Song of FIre and Ice kind - habven;t read the boosk so dunno if it spoils, but it be the House meme. (for the ones who jsu want to know which house it was and not see teh shiny, was Baratheon.

Incidentally, had another lucid dream, last night. was thrown into "Hmmm, this cannot be true!" when I was fucking about LJ and a certain Googleboy had a) changed his lj-layout to black/gray/generally gothy one and b) was using netspeak and excessive exclamation marks. *grin* Suffice to say my suspension of disbelief broke immediately and i ended up being woken by the clock not too much later.

In other news, meeting Glori for coffee later today. Wish me luck I willa ctually make it to work tomorrow!

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*yawn*

Apr. 9th, 2007 03:42 pm
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TTOday's plan, nothing but net herew at home and music. lots of good music. listening to all the CDs I have gained altely.l Like the Era Vulgaris one - I like these guys.

MY ensiferium shirt is lovely and snuggly. and, a size M. FOr osme reason, beinbg able to wear shirts int hat size makes me happy. Now, I dunno what size "girlie" shirt I would have to wear but gys' size M fits me jsut fine,.

Incidentally, my dreams are bizarre. in addittion o everything else that was tgoing ojn last night, I had a lovely dream involving snuggles leading to making out that then turned CREEPY as in, i realize "hmm, this has to be a dreajm" and then.. yewah, suffice to say I don;t wnat to talk about it. *shakes head* but, until that point, was nice. Not very likely to ever atually HAPPEN but was nice :P

Incidentally, since some peeps have wondered - I did locate some photographic evidnece, a few yewars old, of TDS. here, pics 100_499, 100_500, 100_1526 - the arrogantt-looking one with the long hair and the eyeliner.. *shakes head* No longer does eyeliner, tho, as far as I can tell.

Hmmmm

Mar. 4th, 2007 06:21 pm
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Feverish daydreams are lovely.

Except, when they leave you seriously frustrated.

(and realizinbg you would like to copulate withg smeone from DOminion when you have an express "No guys from Dominion until the boi thing is sorted out" policy oin place does rather suck)

(No, it is not you, [livejournal.com profile] alan_ie)

(And no it is not the backrub guy either)

(Or. Mr. "Oh god he is bending WHAT WAY?!")

(... jsut give it a rest)

Oh,m and asked the boi if he wants to have coffee wiith me one of therse days. Gotr blow n off. Le sigh.

ARGH!

Sep. 17th, 2006 02:10 pm
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I. hate. My. Brain.

Why, you ask?

You see, I ahd this very lovely dream...... and then my brian cut it off for something totally irrelevant. not even a ron of kitties at a later point helped.

So what is the dream, you ask? Welkl, the interesting part was some concerrt hall or other - with Lordi. and for some reaosn, he was coming to the audience - I donöt know why he wasnöt bmobbed, but he waleked amongst us. he first wenrt to someone to my left, then someone to my right - i franticlaly looked for something for him to sign and did fins, and wthen pretty much went puppydog-eyes when he was going past me.... he signed it and said something - i donöt even recallw hat but I recall with startling clarity what I tolfd him "I'd rtather be your slavve" *cough* I pretty much was about to panic ther ebut he grinned and told me where and when to meet him. *swoons'

So, I go there - and was 3 minutes late, eep! Damn Dipoli full of crazy people! and what happens?

I get to follow him to the conviniently located dark forest.

the next thing I know is that I'm on the ground, he's on top of me and there is fdefinitely interestingness going on....

and then the fucking thing gets interrupted by some sort of internet missives form my childhood friends. the whol e dream was fuckeda t that poiint - I knew he was there, jsut waitingfor me, just as I'd get rid of these friends and then my mom and cats and.. argggh! I hatehtatehatehatehate my brain! *groans' Why does it have to torment me so? WHY?!?!

so yeah, Arqa woke up v. frustrated.a nd has a ton of cleaning to do tosday *le sigh*

*yaen*

Sep. 2nd, 2006 12:13 pm
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THe Ara is v. tired. the Ara also had weird dreams which involved the WASP gig, except that I SERIOULSY doubt that Tarot has a song called "Kaunistaja" and that Teatria looks like a 1920's jazz bar. [livejournal.com profile] delfeus had an INCREDIBLY gorgeous skirt in my dream, btew :P (And wtf, brain? I would NEVER wear that shirt to a concert. ffs, it's PINK!)

I will be posting more Toys-verse soon.. i jsut got to figure out a title for it. soemthing to do with roses, I would figure....

Might also post the self-indulgent thing. just because. *sigh* guess that makes me officially a fanbrat, but hey,a t least it is not pr0n. or more like sadly, but my brain is refusing to write pr0n :P it's telling em that the sweetie that is Dima wouldnöt take advantage of osmeone as obviously distraught as your truly :P

Also, I am thinking about going clubbing today... d8unno if I will. but i like the idea... as you can guess, didnöt go yesterday. was too tireed, conking out little after midnight.. (and I almost typed "Noon" - shows my lovely sleep schedule :P )

Eill probably be doing random things like laundry and dishes, too. or at least attempt to gather the enrergy for those... oh, and I want thejacket i am hiding under cut. In black, obviously :P It would be pretty perfect to take along ffor the UK trip to wear when it is still too warm for my leather jacket, but too cold to be without...

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hmmmm

Aug. 25th, 2006 12:05 pm
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Phone has been turned back on - boy, do I owe mome lots of money - and apparently I have missed 'net paymments somewhere. oops.. thank God the net is not dead, and I will be able to pay next week...

and, i don't have tonsilitis. which is of the good, because it would have sucked majorly.

my head feels like hell and my face ants to explode, which also sucks.

I am still writing pr0n, though. the sequel for the Unnamed Threesome Fic is almost done, which makes me happy. cause apparently not even sick-as-a-dog-ness can make me any less pr0nstastic.

have also done some vague FOtM-plotting, which makes me hgappy. managed to steer waway somme horrible wangst I was sort of planning.

.. and had nightmares involving the psych ward *shudders* which means hugs are welcome.

Arrrrggggh

Aug. 1st, 2006 01:50 pm
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I swear, from now on I m turning myu phone off bfore I go to bed. cause next time I have a dream like the one I had last night? I do NOT want to be woken up, damn it!.

so ok, the ddream was bizarre. I, mom & someone else were in a car on outr way to Rovaniemi... and guess who we passed ont he roadside? yup, none other than my favoriest monster of all time. I begged the driver to stop and rtran to him, of course - i was like !"omg omg omg!" he was striugglng with a really huge cloak in blue, white and silver that had gotten stuck ont he brambles - I have no idea why. but i kind ofhelped him and then got the whole "Hmm, what do we have here?" treatment and I was unable to dfo nothing but gibber , and he went "A fangiirl, hmm?" and... 'cough* this is the part where I kick my subbconsciousness forr soem reason geeting him out of the monster costume. kenw it was him, even though I couldnöt se ehis face and he was "normal" but.. ä'coyfhÄ yah. havenöt had that much fun with my clothes on, in a dream or not, ina ges. but then he sent eme off so ewe could meet again int he cit, I pranced off going "omgomgomgomgOMG!" and the dream went on - and then, when we rached the ciuty and I was about to go looking for him? the fucking phone went off.

I swear, sometimes I wonder what the bloody hell is going on in my head. *sigh*

Then again, it might have been inspired byt he fact that I did a little research last night on how the armour & stuff would be kept whiule not on Lordi.. there's a bunny of mine that kind of demands some of if to come off and I donöt think he would be, ah, affected enough to just toss it off. :P

I swear, I have more bunnies than is healthy. Like the one spawned by the fact tha teven little old ladieshave a thing for Ox and the distinct lack of Amen fangirls... irnvolves the undead casanova observing his bandmate to the point of developing a minor obsession. possibly even a threesome with some hapless lucky fangirl...

But yeah. lotsabunnies. (Liek the origific one invoving a beraggled traveller girl and a pop star at an airport...)

I donöt intend to do jack today - just sitr at my desk or sleep more, minimizing the chances of stuff that cou8ld go wrong. ghere's hoping there will be no disasterts today...

bleh

Jul. 29th, 2006 04:27 pm
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Soi,,,, yeah. good news and bad news. Good? I am a) past omy writer's blockw ith FotM, I think, as well as managed to persuade Mom to give me mony7. the bad?

Icky icky nasty dreams. involving my bastard fo an uncle. and me telling mome hwat he did...... waking up crying = not fun. amusingly enough, mom did react... lik she SHOULD int he dream. TRalk involving her ex getting buckshot out of the walls afterwards and possibly uncle being julienne'sd with acid was around.a nd kitties. there were kitties, too. but it swas sitll a horirble, hurtful dfrdream cause........ knowing mom? she wouldnöt react like that. she would blame me for it. the fucking cunt *sigh*

So yeah, nto a very goosdd start for the day. Am going to try to writ e- dusting off FOtM and maybe even the long-ass Mexico fic of doom. we'll see...

distractions and cheeringupness welcome.
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So.... I can't be the only one who is amused greatly by the fact that the top artist for the tag "fuckable" on last.fm is none but Dima? :D

Had more interesting dreams last night. CLerly inspired by 1632 - I was a part of a bunch of people who were at a fair tht got transported back in time to someehwhere REALLY weird... there was lots of randomness there. (and no one listened to me, damn it!) and there was some weirdness invovlin g Lordi. Apparently the idea was to stick him in a pit with Dima (or possibly the other way around) and watch the blodbath butI was convinced it would become entertainment of another sort... biut bnever did get to see it. *snif* At one point, I was talking with Lordi when he siudddenly went weirdand saiud something about sensing "!another one of his kind" and we were met bt a pair of.. purple aliens, I kid you not. sio yah, I have a very mmessed up subconsciouness.

Right now, i am reading a "Babylon 5/PotC AU crossover of the Sparrington sort. Much love for it thus far. Usually I avoid B5 fanfic, because I think the show is about as close to perfect as you can get, but... I make exceptions.

I am hoping to recieve money soon. cause lack of caffeinated becverages = the suck.

dreams...

Jul. 26th, 2006 10:55 am
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Ah, how I love my subonscious.. not. or rathe,r I love it. I just hate Seiska. cause when my dreams actually gave me a bit fo a chance to peek under a certain monster's armour? human undeneath *pouts*

LJ-cut for the weak of thje heart :P

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So, what is going on? Not much. Plotty McPlot, for one. dunno just.. well, dunno at all what the heck I want to write. *sigh* have so many ideas buyt they make very little sense.. adn theya re so fanbratty they makeme go slightly "ummm..." in the "Ok, so does any self-respecting author actually write this sort of a thing?"...

Stull battling the laundrry. and thinking about taking pics of all the other bling, too...


In other news? IU ha some really bizarre dreams. Invcolving Lordi - this time, it was bixzarreness of being somewhere amongst a crowd on a stage involving lordi and trying to get close enough to do SOOMETHING, I don't know what exactly. and then there was another segment n the dream with a large dressing room and Lordi again, but this time v. briefly... and he was not wearing pants. only green long-johns with the armour 0_o also, later at some bar, i was confusing the bejeezus out of a bartender named Amen - who looked likte the THing form the fantastic four 0_o (that was after someone took me there to drown my sorrows after someone took my computer away or.. something)

and in really big major news? getting new glasses. broke the old ones yesterday.t heya re probably fixable, but that is a wee bit uncertain. and for ONCE I am glad that I am dirtbroke - cause this menas the nice ladies of the social services will pay for them. (and yay t the nice guya t the sotore giving me thre frames for cheap-o price so I don't have top pay anything for them) so much of the HINY there. so ok, they will be black and nonshiny. and make my eyesight a little better. Will takt them about 2 to 3 weeks to be done.. they lenses willhave to be custom-made.

So yeah... busy. except that I am bored. feel free to distract me, or I will be forced to bake something unhealthy :P
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So, I just crawled out pof bed. and fuck, but my teeth hut. thnank God I have a dentist appointment onFriday. *sigh* I am of the suck, really.

had interesting dreasm. In addititon to some return-to-elementary-school kind of angst - which also included a neat-o bit where everyone, including people who made my life, came around me to shield me from an evil harpy of a teacher) some werid-ass spa kind of a place where I lost my cats (And sdiscovered them swimming - wtf?) some weird aliends, then this one thing wherre I was climbing up a rock wall with - gasp! - Lordi because... I canöt believe it but it was some sort of a ninja thing. *shakes head* there were tons of fake swords and collapsable ceilings 9involved, but by the time we got up that wall, he disappeared.


He did reappear again, though. Shooting of a music video.. in some sort of a tunnel water dride - kinda like love tunnel but.. not, with the band on a float and bunch of fans, yours truly included, following in the water. THe song was all sorts of haunting and I canöt remember it at all. Curses on the fact that the band stayed afloat and as we came out of the tunnel, disappeared comnpletely *pouts* I wanted them in the water, too! (Yes, i ahev a thing for seeing Lordi wet. sharrup)

But.. yeah, nice dreams. And had the cat curled up around my feet, so tht is of the goodness.

Now, it is back to writing and possibly baking something. I foresee a rghubarb cobblery thing.... and possibly cookies. or.. something.
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Sleep, sleep,, glorious sleep.. rnadom dreams, but no Lordi, which makes Ara a sad critter and therefore, she will be writing up a storm. She has lots of things to work on, after all :D

it was fun in the dream - I was in a computer game of some sort, with the purpose of.. mopping osme castle doros and making sure allt he traps worked, it seemedfd. I was the retain3r of some crazy old creep. and before that? weird shenigans on an airport. and me with way too many baggages. *shakes head*

In other, less-than-nice news, was woken by a call from my dastardly uncle who should bloody well burn in hell. but he rtold me something drastic, so therefore, it is good he claled. Cause apparently, there is some guy in town who traps cats and kills them - collared/earmarked/chipped or not. *sahudders*

So you can imagine the glares at my direction now that the cat-window us definitely closed.

I miust ask mom if she can sic someone, even y uncle if need be, into fixing the cat cage outside my window - right now, it is totally ruined and the cats got our of it with ease in the beginning, too. Because I want to give them fresh air and sunlight, if not going to be able to let them roam out lovely little neighbourhood... *sigh*

But.. yeah. Wiull be at leasst attmpting to writer now - have some idea what will happen but there is this lslight issue of not knowing HOW to do it :P

*hugs everyone*

Hmmmm

Jun. 23rd, 2006 02:08 pm
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So stoll busy plotty, polotty.... even if I did conk out like woah yesterday due to a headache, and had a buncj of really silly random dreams. Involving various randdom people - RUssians? WTF? People from myy elementary school? More wtf, random cooking nad so on.

and Ooh God YES...... Lordi. *purrrs happily*

Ahem.

Where was I?

Ah yes. Still doing lots and lots of plotting.... Now, if only I could get off my butt and actually WRITE, it would be of the good...

...

Apr. 26th, 2006 08:09 pm
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So, I jkust took a nap. Hqad funky dreams. fdor some reason me, sisterling and Juan Pablo Montoya were sharing a room (wtf) and there was an argunment because I was going to a party with [livejournal.com profile] smutccutter and for some reaon my dad got dragged along.... wtf, brain, wtf. NA old womanizing creep my dad may be, Hugh Hefner he ain¨t.

In other news, did take that bike ride. adn had forgotten how yummy Alpen strawberry yogurt bars are.
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Remember te bunny I got from a dream that involved [livejournal.com profile] smtfhw trying to set me up on a date with Bruno Senna but fialing at the lack of garden shears that I mentioned?

Well, I am going to write a short story about it. with your avergae Innocen Heroine, Charming Guy and Meddlesome Friend. smple, and keep it under 10K because I want to submit it to these guys.

And do go feed me more questions for the character meme.

Rambles

Apr. 14th, 2006 10:03 pm
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So, I hasd some really bizarre dreams last night.

Long and rambly )

and incidentally; under cut #2, the screencap that proves that Cucuy HAD a wedding ring. plot bunnies, anyone?

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*sigh*

Feb. 20th, 2006 12:53 am
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So,l after spending most of the "night" feeling pained due to migrainje and sleeping fitfully, I am now panicking due to the ebil that is to come soon - the docvctor's appointment in less than 9 hours. Excuse me while I wibvbbel like awoah because it is scaring the living helsls out of me.

*sigh*

oh well, at least i had a dream including making out *coughcough* with a hot Japanese guy.

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