Fuck..

[arabwel]

having a massive cryinbg fit. Firrst one in ges and itps hard. Feeling öliker sa completye useless fuckup of a monster that no one will ever love. Wish I could just die.

want to stop hurting like this. I wish I werew ptretyty.. then I wouldnopt hurt like this.

Comments

Re: self-depreciation

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

better than mine no matter where you look at it...

I'm, not being self-deprecating, I'm being honest.

Re: self-depreciation

[wight1984.livejournal.com]

Not really, dating a girl with severe self-esteem problems doesn't really count for anything.

And call what you want, it's self-depreciation

Re: self-depreciation

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

Better than the one person that I ever called my boyfriend having asked me to be his gf as a practical joke and haveing been banging my roommate for all the 36 hours it lasted. that doesnpt exactly count, either...

And what could I say about myself that isnpåt self-depreciating that would also be true, if not stating what I believe I am?

Re: self-depreciation

[wight1984.livejournal.com]

Niether count for anything then. Either way doesn't seem we were much better off than each other.

You can state what you believe is the case and it be self-depreciative at the same time. If you didn't believe it it wouldn't be a problem.

Re: self-depreciation

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

You are lucky to have found Domina. (And incidentally, in case I haven't said it huirt her and they will never find the body)

I suppose so. buit I donpt think i will be able to believe anything else, either.