Soo....

Jan. 3rd, 2006 02:21 pm
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Came back from seeing the namesake. Missed her! She is so easy to talk to, so awesome, and says that I have lost weight since the last time she saw me (In September)

We talked. I manged to choke out the nightmares and stuff about my uncle. was rather painful, but.. i managed it. Which was.... surprising.

She said she will talk to my doc about the meds and what we can do to ensure I can get the permanent disability thingy next year. probably means having to go stay with nice people behuind locked doors while they prod me for a while...

well, lets just say that it WILL get me off my rocker if I won't be before.

Knowing me, I will moszt likely have a breakdown (or two or thrree) there, and also knowing me, I am VERY good at presenting things in the best possible light for mysrelf... so I supect they will declare me very,v eryt insane and unfit to work orr be a fit member of the society.

Hopefully.

Now, it hink i will jsut sit here, read some poetry (<3 John Wilmot) and then make a small tuna-shrimp-cheese-olive pizza... or something.

*hugggles*

Date: 2006-01-03 01:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippediva.livejournal.com
:::::quiet hugs:::: Poetry is always good. And dear Johnny can make you laugh like no one else. Hang in there luv. ::::hugs:::

Date: 2006-01-03 01:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arabwel.livejournal.com
*hugsback*

Thanks.. i am hanging on, suprprisingly enough.. I just got to convince myselfl that tit's all for my own good.... the crazier they think I am, the better. Should take this as a grewat chance to hone my acting skills or something....

*wonders if making a hgreat impersonation of Sheldon wuld get her locked up for good*

Date: 2006-01-03 04:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xzombiexkittenx.livejournal.com
oh god. Doing a Sands in a psych ward?! I'd tell you to do it, but I think you'd wind up becomning a permenant residant and that would suck.

Good luck though, with the whole thing.

Date: 2006-01-03 04:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arabwel.livejournal.com
I suppose I should work on my Mort impression instead. only, you know, without any affinity for screwwdrivers.

*can do nbed hair and mooching arounfd in a robe v. welll*

... doesnät mean I am not tmpted to go for the DSands impression. *cough* because really it is rather frightening that i can use bits and pieces of my past/emptions/such to characterize him rather well ecen if say so myself...

Date: 2006-01-03 03:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] revenant16.livejournal.com
*hug* I keep telling ppl, insanity is not a bad thing. I think you're the one person i know who understands that...^^

Tuna shrimp cheez olive...that sounds good.

Date: 2006-01-03 05:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zelly-21.livejournal.com
You know, I was all set to make a post that would make you feel better, then you had to gross me out like that.

Tuna? Shrimp? Olives?

On a pizza?

Date: 2006-01-03 05:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arabwel.livejournal.com
Yes, and red bell pepper, too! (so okay I just picked the olives out and nibble don them but still)

I also like pineapple on my pizza :P

Date: 2006-01-03 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] revenant16.livejournal.com
I dunno what your thinking, that sounds good to me.

Date: 2006-01-03 06:20 pm (UTC)

Date: 2006-01-03 06:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arabwel.livejournal.com
*hugs*

thanks

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