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Came back from seeing the namesake. Missed her! She is so easy to talk to, so awesome, and says that I have lost weight since the last time she saw me (In September)
We talked. I manged to choke out the nightmares and stuff about my uncle. was rather painful, but.. i managed it. Which was.... surprising.
She said she will talk to my doc about the meds and what we can do to ensure I can get the permanent disability thingy next year. probably means having to go stay with nice people behuind locked doors while they prod me for a while...
well, lets just say that it WILL get me off my rocker if I won't be before.
Knowing me, I will moszt likely have a breakdown (or two or thrree) there, and also knowing me, I am VERY good at presenting things in the best possible light for mysrelf... so I supect they will declare me very,v eryt insane and unfit to work orr be a fit member of the society.
Hopefully.
Now, it hink i will jsut sit here, read some poetry (<3 John Wilmot) and then make a small tuna-shrimp-cheese-olive pizza... or something.
*hugggles*
We talked. I manged to choke out the nightmares and stuff about my uncle. was rather painful, but.. i managed it. Which was.... surprising.
She said she will talk to my doc about the meds and what we can do to ensure I can get the permanent disability thingy next year. probably means having to go stay with nice people behuind locked doors while they prod me for a while...
well, lets just say that it WILL get me off my rocker if I won't be before.
Knowing me, I will moszt likely have a breakdown (or two or thrree) there, and also knowing me, I am VERY good at presenting things in the best possible light for mysrelf... so I supect they will declare me very,v eryt insane and unfit to work orr be a fit member of the society.
Hopefully.
Now, it hink i will jsut sit here, read some poetry (<3 John Wilmot) and then make a small tuna-shrimp-cheese-olive pizza... or something.
*hugggles*
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Date: 2006-01-03 01:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-03 01:10 pm (UTC)Thanks.. i am hanging on, suprprisingly enough.. I just got to convince myselfl that tit's all for my own good.... the crazier they think I am, the better. Should take this as a grewat chance to hone my acting skills or something....
*wonders if making a hgreat impersonation of Sheldon wuld get her locked up for good*
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Date: 2006-01-03 04:49 pm (UTC)Good luck though, with the whole thing.
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Date: 2006-01-03 04:52 pm (UTC)*can do nbed hair and mooching arounfd in a robe v. welll*
... doesnät mean I am not tmpted to go for the DSands impression. *cough* because really it is rather frightening that i can use bits and pieces of my past/emptions/such to characterize him rather well ecen if say so myself...
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Date: 2006-01-03 03:03 pm (UTC)Tuna shrimp cheez olive...that sounds good.
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Date: 2006-01-03 05:04 pm (UTC)Tuna? Shrimp? Olives?
On a pizza?
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Date: 2006-01-03 05:06 pm (UTC)I also like pineapple on my pizza :P
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Date: 2006-01-03 09:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-03 06:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-03 06:23 pm (UTC)thanks