Soo....

[arabwel]

Came back from seeing the namesake. Missed her! She is so easy to talk to, so awesome, and says that I have lost weight since the last time she saw me (In September)

We talked. I manged to choke out the nightmares and stuff about my uncle. was rather painful, but.. i managed it. Which was.... surprising.

She said she will talk to my doc about the meds and what we can do to ensure I can get the permanent disability thingy next year. probably means having to go stay with nice people behuind locked doors while they prod me for a while...

well, lets just say that it WILL get me off my rocker if I won't be before.

Knowing me, I will moszt likely have a breakdown (or two or thrree) there, and also knowing me, I am VERY good at presenting things in the best possible light for mysrelf... so I supect they will declare me very,v eryt insane and unfit to work orr be a fit member of the society.

Hopefully.

Now, it hink i will jsut sit here, read some poetry (<3 John Wilmot) and then make a small tuna-shrimp-cheese-olive pizza... or something.

*hugggles*

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[hippediva.livejournal.com]

:::::quiet hugs:::: Poetry is always good. And dear Johnny can make you laugh like no one else. Hang in there luv. ::::hugs:::

[revenant16.livejournal.com]

*hug* I keep telling ppl, insanity is not a bad thing. I think you're the one person i know who understands that...^^

Tuna shrimp cheez olive...that sounds good.

[zelly-21.livejournal.com]

You know, I was all set to make a post that would make you feel better, then you had to gross me out like that.

Tuna? Shrimp? Olives?

On a pizza?

[sandssavvy.livejournal.com]

Good luck