*yawn*

TTOday's plan, nothing but net herew at home and music. lots of good music. listening to all the CDs I have gained altely.l Like the Era Vulgaris one - I like these guys.

MY ensiferium shirt is lovely and snuggly. and, a size M. FOr osme reason, beinbg able to wear shirts int hat size makes me happy. Now, I dunno what size "girlie" shirt I would have to wear but gys' size M fits me jsut fine,.

Incidentally, my dreams are bizarre. in addittion o everything else that was tgoing ojn last night, I had a lovely dream involving snuggles leading to making out that then turned CREEPY as in, i realize "hmm, this has to be a dreajm" and then.. yewah, suffice to say I don;t wnat to talk about it. *shakes head* but, until that point, was nice. Not very likely to ever atually HAPPEN but was nice :P

Incidentally, since some peeps have wondered - I did locate some photographic evidnece, a few yewars old, of TDS. here, pics 100_499, 100_500, 100_1526 - the arrogantt-looking one with the long hair and the eyeliner.. *shakes head* No longer does eyeliner, tho, as far as I can tell.

Ugh

I hate depression.s eriously. especailly when i crteeps up on me like this - i was feeling fine not too long ago, being gleeful and stuff, looking forward to the weekend..

and then it hits again, all the insecurity. FUnny how I can have such seemingly incompatible sets of insecurity, but I do.

christ, I need a drink. or a hug. preferably both.

can;t have either,t ho. whioch sucks.