Soooo....

May. 17th, 2005 03:24 am
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The flist seems to have a good day. Last days of school, obs, all sorts of Good Things. And amusing stuff, too - like why cats and flogging does not mix.

me?

Still miserablish. E-mailed the bonehead and got a reply - oh joy.

The Shrink appointmentr went well enough... no folks in white coats, but I hate the fact tah the next time I get to see her isin late June *sniffle*

And I have a headache.

I am not sure if the latest plot bunny is that gopod.... I need to labber about it. oke me on MSN or AIM if you feel like hearing me bla bber.

Or I might take another nap.
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Warning: Kindfa graphic NSFW gakkage from [livejournal.com profile] liberatedsex... buit damn, how wish it were true!

Can I pleaseplease have this asap`No offense, namesake, but.... )

Meh

Mar. 8th, 2005 11:20 am
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Am skleepy - maybe I shoulsd sleep.

Saw Therapist; she is muchly fun, doesn't make me feel like a sicko because I am a kinky bitch,and will see me again in april - sucksome schedules :(

(note to self - 04/11/14.00)

Aubnty is sicjk, and I feel muchly wheezy myself; i really, really ope this is not a really bad sort of thing...

And tomorrow, I need to buy sweet peppers... I need something vegeous on my rye cracker - creme cheese - turkey slice - liver sausage combos...

Therapy!

Mar. 3rd, 2005 11:01 am
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As it is, i have been seeing one therapist or other for.... meh, soon to be seven years. Most of them have been horrible, really, but right now, I am muchly heaping praise to my current one. ay she be praised with great praise!

Sometimes, perhaps one out of three of our usually biweekly meetings, I don't go to the public mental health center (attached to the side of the public health centre and the natal care) Instead, she comes to see me.

Todaty was one of those dys; here is roughly what happened.

She comes in, pets and cuddles the kittiesm, and marvels at the fact that it is, in fact, cleanish. I tell it was Aunty who cleaned. We talk, i admire her new shoes and say she looks like Renee Zellweger (she does!) and we blther about stuff. We talk about the fact how Antonio Banderas is shorter than I am (1 cm DOES count!) and how Johnny Depp is taller (which is muchly surprising...); we went through the Oscars, i spwed her the tape of antonio's performance, much talk on Antonio's atributes happened. She complemented the new setup and I menntioned my rather vague plansof redecoration.

I showed her my swords; she was not panicky while I had shap instrments - much good. I also showed her the new curtains and some other stuff and she was muichly impressed... she even promised that we can make a "special" appointment and she will help me move the furniture.

All in all, a muchly good appointmen. I amanaged to get ouyt of the huge rut of "meh...." that has been bothering me all week.

Next appointment I have on the 8th, at 8 am... at the center. Urgh. Oh well...

Also, I FINALLY managed to e-mail her my so-called novel :D and sort of introduce her to the Sorcereans....

Now I SHOULD sleep.... we'll see...
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Meh.

Should probably write. I ould start on something to be sent to Nova this year, the only problem being that I suck at finishing things as well as writing in Finnish... but hey, it was a New Year's Rwesolution: Take Part In That Damn Short Story COmpetition, and this should be suitable practise.

Just... meh. Tghe therapist omes TOMORROW; bless my dumb little forgetful head that keeps bein a day ahead...

Am pondering the merits of dragging my arse to the stoe. I have aklmost 10 euros to use, woohoo, which would mean coke and cat food and things like that... but I could also waut till tomorrow and go after Theraaoist visits.


Meh, I just don't want to freeze my ass off.

And I say Meh too much...
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Let's seee....

Woke up around noonish thans t sun and alarm clock. Becamme even more convinced that I need to rearrange things.

Also, went to the store to complain about the fucked up floppy drive. 'tis an amazing tale...

So I go tot he store, wearibng sunglasses sincve it's shiny. So okay there is a guy free, but he is the one who doesn't know a fying fuck about computrs. So I wait for half an age while the owner himself first deals with anothwer computer problem (an arty teacher from my old school seems to have problems twith his graphics card) and then some random guy asking anout solar power for some summer homes.

So, here I am, and I am having a TOTAL Sands moment. I was grinning like a maniac, wearing sunglasses, and feeling like I could clobber someone to death with the portable printer taht was on display.

I also note, once again, how the guy in the cover of Haalf-Liufe 2 looks a little like Mort if you look it from further away.

So, when the guy comes to talk to me, finally, I tell him what is wrong and answetr ghis questions. He looks pained, and then when I finis, he hangs his head and is silent for a long time, a pained look on his face. Then he asks me if i can use a screwdriver.

Dio I REALLY need to tell yopu what my firstr impulse was?

No,, I did not skewer him. He just took me to the back room, handed me a brand new floppy drive, and explained how to replace uit.

Thus, today's To Do list is as follows:

1. Replace floppy drive

2. cclean

3.Move furniture

as it is, Mmy mom is convinced that i can't do section 3 without help. well, I can. And if I can't (yes, Kitty, feel free to laugh/snicker/express amusement) I will rope my therapist into helpingg when shevisits on Wednesday.

And yes, my therapist makes house calls. Doesn't yours?

(this is the part where the rude joke about her wanting to see my cats can be made. Feel free to use your imagination)

Monday...

Feb. 7th, 2005 02:59 pm
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First off; lack of internet is bad for my brain. I found myself watching American Idol. *shudder* And yes, Jen is still dead.

Second off, I need to clean more often. There were BONES under my bed.

Third, movies!

Yes, I watched a load of movvies during the weekend, out of sheer boredom.

FIrst: Hero

I rewatched it only partiually, but believe me, it had far greater impact on me this time than the firsrt time around. I admit I cried at the ffirst battle between Sky and Nameless, and I actually had to jump up anfd go write up some of the things that ate into my brain. this movie is brilliant beyond belief.

Second: Femme Fatale

I did not see a ll of this, since I wqas channelsurfing and did not realize that it was, in fact, Femme Fatale until I caught my first glimpse of Antonio - but the bitss till then, I liked. Very, very nice movie in toital, "style over substance" a very good definition. I absolutely loved Antonio in this one - sooo sexy and SO flaming queen. I fully expected him to protest with a resounding "Im gay!" at several points... :D Also, for some reason i find his way of saying "fuck you" disturbingly sexy :D

Third: 28 days later

again, I channelsurfed this one - it was not bad, but not good enough to get me riveted. But it also gave me West/Jim bunnies... he did say he promised his men women *snerk* As a whole, I am glad I saw it on cable and did not spend actual money on it.

fourth: SWAT

I liked this one; I am definitely a card-carrying member of the Alex gfanclub... the fangirls were a lovely touch. Sure, it was more than a little preditable att times, but I most definitely enjoyed it. The actiuon sequewnces were not too overblown and even if characterization was very, very flat at times, it was stillpresent.

(The fact that SWAT had an OuaYTiM trailer preceeding the movie was also a nice bonus -that trailer was watcched repeatedly :D )

Also: had my therapist visit,. Much kittycuddling and blathering about things and stuff. Aldso, got her to help me to haqng the Zebra Thing straight. Which was kinda impossible to do alone.

I knwo I had rants I wanted to do, too... but I am actually feeling reasonably good so I will skip those.
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Am writing thius in the lobby of the local Mental Health Cwntre thinghy; I am awaiting for my therapist.

I like my therapist - she is th best one I have ever had. Hell, she is willing to actually read my scribblings, unlike anyone else thus far.

As it is, she is about to hear my holiday adventures with the turkey, my fear of becoming domestic, anfdd the patheticness that is Enrique

She is cool - shell help me with all this, I am sure of that.

Oh, and Antonio pwns Crawford.

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