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Nodis, I havemiusplaced yer number due to the phone trouble I have had, give me a poke?
Will NOT go to London for the gig. will NOT. eventho i has a laser and.. argh. Just, plain BAD IDEA there.
But, still. THis means.. happy ara who can sfinally sort things out for herself. and youa re under orders to take away my bank card if i show signs of being an idiot about this, kay?
Nodis, I havemiusplaced yer number due to the phone trouble I have had, give me a poke?
Will NOT go to London for the gig. will NOT. eventho i has a laser and.. argh. Just, plain BAD IDEA there.
But, still. THis means.. happy ara who can sfinally sort things out for herself. and youa re under orders to take away my bank card if i show signs of being an idiot about this, kay?
TOddle TOddle...
May. 14th, 2007 12:34 pmSo, yeah. what the Ara is doing this week after work, is "going back and forth dragging things from T-Town to Arabox"
Except for thursday. Thursday, Ara is taking a cute German guy shopping in Temple Bar. (Nothing like corrupting the innocent...)
But yeah,right now? Arabox is being the priority.
ETA: so I jsut avoided a fuckup of major kind, as in boss yelling at me kind with the grace of chancwee - i got the second call fromt he xcustomer about the same problem which had not been solved cause, um, i fucked up the ticket <3
.. thank God for small mercies.
Except for thursday. Thursday, Ara is taking a cute German guy shopping in Temple Bar. (Nothing like corrupting the innocent...)
But yeah,right now? Arabox is being the priority.
ETA: so I jsut avoided a fuckup of major kind, as in boss yelling at me kind with the grace of chancwee - i got the second call fromt he xcustomer about the same problem which had not been solved cause, um, i fucked up the ticket <3
.. thank God for small mercies.
Cruxshadows
Apr. 28th, 2007 04:18 pmJsut crashlanded into my fave bands. that's all.
.. nto relaly. seriously,t ho, best gig I have een to all year. i have not ha that much fun in ages! And Rogue is wonderful! He is.. god that voice, that presence, the hugs... and he tastes good, too :P
..l get your minds out of the gutter. I jsut kissed his cheek :P
.. and ok, since![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
hugo_in_maas told me to grope someone, i also groped him just a bit. he didn;t mind too much I hope. and I was not the nly one! :P
But yeah, Crxshadows = sheer awesome. I foresee Sophia being listened to a LOT In Araland.
... You were right,diamantequeen, I do believe I came out of it with a crush on Rogue :P
.. nto relaly. seriously,t ho, best gig I have een to all year. i have not ha that much fun in ages! And Rogue is wonderful! He is.. god that voice, that presence, the hugs... and he tastes good, too :P
..l get your minds out of the gutter. I jsut kissed his cheek :P
.. and ok, since
hugo_in_maas told me to grope someone, i also groped him just a bit. he didn;t mind too much I hope. and I was not the nly one! :PBut yeah, Crxshadows = sheer awesome. I foresee Sophia being listened to a LOT In Araland.
... You were right,
diamantequeen, I do believe I came out of it with a crush on Rogue :PState of teh Ara at the moment is: CHeery but tired. I am, for once,
not depressed. jsut... cheery, depsite the fact taht I feel like
hell physically and te fact that work is KILLING me. Work is aking me
spazzy and completley falling apart-y, I can't deal with this-y... and
it still does not depress me. it is jsut good old fashiopned stress,
not the end of the world or emotional upheavalage.
Major Stress of he Moment? Would seem to have been lifeted. Now if
COnnor's landlord sayeth the ok, then a certain German redheaded
menace who abuses my access to my phone will be moving in to a nice
hole in the... wall? Ground? Somewhere dark and hole-y anyway, and I
get her shoebox! :D and yes, it si a shoebox. I have had bigger
bedrooms than that apartment is. But, it will be mine, all mine.anD it
has interwebs! And kitchenette! And a window! And it is half an hour's
walk from Dominion, and so forth. itr is freakihly aweosme. (as is the
redheaded menace, obvioulsy)
if everything goes awesomely, I get the keys next tuesday and haul
stuff on wednesday. Cross fingers, toes and applicable appendages for
us! :D
I relaly have no plan for today,. I will probably jsut go home, and
sleep. and possibly pack. hell, i KNOW I have to pack. i am jsut, not
very good at it. But I will be working on it, and also working on
picking out an outftt for Friday.
Cruxshadows. Cruxshadws are of the awesome. And I will be going to see
them! :D It would seem taht at least 2/3rds of our merry bunch will be
descending to VL,. have not asked Zoi yet but think she might not come
since the tix are pricey.. which sucks. but do hope I will get to see
her saturday.. miss her.
I need that sleep tomorow night.. christ, can't remember the last time
I slept more than 6 hours. *shakes head* yes, i am aware of just how
fucking unhealthy this sort of a thing is.
then again, according to the IBM doc my blood pressure is "perfect"
saw him to make sure my back is ok, and my eye is ok. burtst a vein
last weekend and didn't notice until monday when it was pointed out
to me... and perfect blood pressure is a great excuse for pizza for lunch! (which, incidentally,w as spent tlaking to the cute irish boy *shakes head* I think he is crushable. Not sure if it will go anywhere, kind of don't even want it to, cause, coworker, eek, but... pretty! and nice. and fun. and cute. And makes me all silly in the tummy and not in the "Oohj, i want to jump him!" but in the "Ooh, he lookd at me!" way. *shaeks head again*
oh, and Googleboy? Sorry to tell you this but you don;t give the best
hugs in Dublin. Grover does. You two need introducing. *g* I hope that
can be arranged when Nodis brings his fuzzy blue ass home from Leeds
:D
*hugs people randomly and falls asleep on them*
... and my manager is jsut braiding someone's hair almost right next to me. *shakes head* God, I love this job.
not depressed. jsut... cheery, depsite the fact taht I feel like
hell physically and te fact that work is KILLING me. Work is aking me
spazzy and completley falling apart-y, I can't deal with this-y... and
it still does not depress me. it is jsut good old fashiopned stress,
not the end of the world or emotional upheavalage.
Major Stress of he Moment? Would seem to have been lifeted. Now if
COnnor's landlord sayeth the ok, then a certain German redheaded
menace who abuses my access to my phone will be moving in to a nice
hole in the... wall? Ground? Somewhere dark and hole-y anyway, and I
get her shoebox! :D and yes, it si a shoebox. I have had bigger
bedrooms than that apartment is. But, it will be mine, all mine.anD it
has interwebs! And kitchenette! And a window! And it is half an hour's
walk from Dominion, and so forth. itr is freakihly aweosme. (as is the
redheaded menace, obvioulsy)
if everything goes awesomely, I get the keys next tuesday and haul
stuff on wednesday. Cross fingers, toes and applicable appendages for
us! :D
I relaly have no plan for today,. I will probably jsut go home, and
sleep. and possibly pack. hell, i KNOW I have to pack. i am jsut, not
very good at it. But I will be working on it, and also working on
picking out an outftt for Friday.
Cruxshadows. Cruxshadws are of the awesome. And I will be going to see
them! :D It would seem taht at least 2/3rds of our merry bunch will be
descending to VL,. have not asked Zoi yet but think she might not come
since the tix are pricey.. which sucks. but do hope I will get to see
her saturday.. miss her.
I need that sleep tomorow night.. christ, can't remember the last time
I slept more than 6 hours. *shakes head* yes, i am aware of just how
fucking unhealthy this sort of a thing is.
then again, according to the IBM doc my blood pressure is "perfect"
saw him to make sure my back is ok, and my eye is ok. burtst a vein
last weekend and didn't notice until monday when it was pointed out
to me... and perfect blood pressure is a great excuse for pizza for lunch! (which, incidentally,w as spent tlaking to the cute irish boy *shakes head* I think he is crushable. Not sure if it will go anywhere, kind of don't even want it to, cause, coworker, eek, but... pretty! and nice. and fun. and cute. And makes me all silly in the tummy and not in the "Oohj, i want to jump him!" but in the "Ooh, he lookd at me!" way. *shaeks head again*
oh, and Googleboy? Sorry to tell you this but you don;t give the best
hugs in Dublin. Grover does. You two need introducing. *g* I hope that
can be arranged when Nodis brings his fuzzy blue ass home from Leeds
:D
*hugs people randomly and falls asleep on them*
... and my manager is jsut braiding someone's hair almost right next to me. *shakes head* God, I love this job.
TTOday's plan, nothing but net herew at home and music. lots of good music. listening to all the CDs I have gained altely.l Like the Era Vulgaris one - I like these guys.
MY ensiferium shirt is lovely and snuggly. and, a size M. FOr osme reason, beinbg able to wear shirts int hat size makes me happy. Now, I dunno what size "girlie" shirt I would have to wear but gys' size M fits me jsut fine,.
Incidentally, my dreams are bizarre. in addittion o everything else that was tgoing ojn last night, I had a lovely dream involving snuggles leading to making out that then turned CREEPY as in, i realize "hmm, this has to be a dreajm" and then.. yewah, suffice to say I don;t wnat to talk about it. *shakes head* but, until that point, was nice. Not very likely to ever atually HAPPEN but was nice :P
Incidentally, since some peeps have wondered - I did locate some photographic evidnece, a few yewars old, of TDS. here, pics 100_499, 100_500, 100_1526 - the arrogantt-looking one with the long hair and the eyeliner.. *shakes head* No longer does eyeliner, tho, as far as I can tell.
MY ensiferium shirt is lovely and snuggly. and, a size M. FOr osme reason, beinbg able to wear shirts int hat size makes me happy. Now, I dunno what size "girlie" shirt I would have to wear but gys' size M fits me jsut fine,.
Incidentally, my dreams are bizarre. in addittion o everything else that was tgoing ojn last night, I had a lovely dream involving snuggles leading to making out that then turned CREEPY as in, i realize "hmm, this has to be a dreajm" and then.. yewah, suffice to say I don;t wnat to talk about it. *shakes head* but, until that point, was nice. Not very likely to ever atually HAPPEN but was nice :P
Incidentally, since some peeps have wondered - I did locate some photographic evidnece, a few yewars old, of TDS. here, pics 100_499, 100_500, 100_1526 - the arrogantt-looking one with the long hair and the eyeliner.. *shakes head* No longer does eyeliner, tho, as far as I can tell.
So after work i walked to blanchardstown and went shopping with Ultzi. I bought an ugly big black hat from JC Penney's, but dude - no way am I wearing baseball caps, and I seriously can;t do shades so... A hat. i believe it is the uglist hat on earth but... I can manage.
I came to the city, had somne food, am now at the net cafe.a slo picked up the tix for Ensiferium..r eally, it is kind of amusing that I am going to sww a FInnish bvand in Ireland but.. I
HOLY HELL. I jsut won an easter egg. the net cafe handed everyone a tiny ticket and they held a draw and I have a HUGE easter egg of chocolate goodness! THis is GOOD karma!
Now where was I.. ah yeah. what I have been up to. i have the ticket for the gig now / going there tomorrow, doros are 7.30 and the first band is hitting the stage at 8. I have also been invited to sit outside and drink and eat with the workmates but.. i think i am skipping that one. cause i am not relaly feeling up to that sort of at hing right now cause i will sut drink too much and.. yeah. I would be totally dead by the time the gig ends around midight and I.. I don;t relaly know, tbh.
hat I want to do, is gto go to Dominion. but... i am not sure i i can deal with i right now. I could facr th boi - that is not a roblem. the problem is that I have said all this time that te reason i go to DOminion is the people, not as much the usic (although I admit, i have gotten addicted to dancing to it) and.. i don;t relaly know, are there any people there, who will actually elcome my company, especiallyt hat late since certain people have told me they are not going to be there long...
ye, ia m afraid. and yes, i am letting my brain overanalyze, put thins into weird shapes. a part of m feels like... i haev lsoet a "spot int he sun" - like the fact that ys ocial circle seems to be shifting away from the "Old guard" of sorts - the peeps who have bene going there for ages, who have a connection and status i suppose, prominence - and this makes me vaguely annoyed. I mean, I have no particular desire to be part of an in/crowd, it is more the whole "so what exactly did gt me off with these people" - the fact that all it took was one "relationship" and I use that term loosely gone sour.
I don;t ereally know. I suppose the one person i don;t want to face atm is M - and I haev NO idea if she will be there. and that makes me feel uncomfortable, on more levls than one. I mean.. i know there will be people there that I am on friendly terms with.Hell, there will be at last one rather damn good friend there. (some people jsut seem to crashland to those spots for me) and.. yeah. I feel like all this has kind o shattered what I felt about Dominion - the "i can be here, be myyself" thing. not happening nay longer I think.
woah, ramblier than i thought I would be. but, yeha, tomorrow Ensiferium & the other bands, then I don;t know. ight go to Brux, might go o D, I don;t know. might jsut grab one of the guys from one of the bands for a shag - I jusyt don;t relaly know. *sigh*
... add to this my mother being a total cunt, btw, and lack of money again cause i suck, and you havewhy I am not having that good of a day in some ays.
Oh! efore I forget.. paul bloody James asked me about the band thing. *shaeks head* that one as a GREAT moment of squee for me.
I came to the city, had somne food, am now at the net cafe.a slo picked up the tix for Ensiferium..r eally, it is kind of amusing that I am going to sww a FInnish bvand in Ireland but.. I
HOLY HELL. I jsut won an easter egg. the net cafe handed everyone a tiny ticket and they held a draw and I have a HUGE easter egg of chocolate goodness! THis is GOOD karma!
Now where was I.. ah yeah. what I have been up to. i have the ticket for the gig now / going there tomorrow, doros are 7.30 and the first band is hitting the stage at 8. I have also been invited to sit outside and drink and eat with the workmates but.. i think i am skipping that one. cause i am not relaly feeling up to that sort of at hing right now cause i will sut drink too much and.. yeah. I would be totally dead by the time the gig ends around midight and I.. I don;t relaly know, tbh.
hat I want to do, is gto go to Dominion. but... i am not sure i i can deal with i right now. I could facr th boi - that is not a roblem. the problem is that I have said all this time that te reason i go to DOminion is the people, not as much the usic (although I admit, i have gotten addicted to dancing to it) and.. i don;t relaly know, are there any people there, who will actually elcome my company, especiallyt hat late since certain people have told me they are not going to be there long...
ye, ia m afraid. and yes, i am letting my brain overanalyze, put thins into weird shapes. a part of m feels like... i haev lsoet a "spot int he sun" - like the fact that ys ocial circle seems to be shifting away from the "Old guard" of sorts - the peeps who have bene going there for ages, who have a connection and status i suppose, prominence - and this makes me vaguely annoyed. I mean, I have no particular desire to be part of an in/crowd, it is more the whole "so what exactly did gt me off with these people" - the fact that all it took was one "relationship" and I use that term loosely gone sour.
I don;t ereally know. I suppose the one person i don;t want to face atm is M - and I haev NO idea if she will be there. and that makes me feel uncomfortable, on more levls than one. I mean.. i know there will be people there that I am on friendly terms with.Hell, there will be at last one rather damn good friend there. (some people jsut seem to crashland to those spots for me) and.. yeah. I feel like all this has kind o shattered what I felt about Dominion - the "i can be here, be myyself" thing. not happening nay longer I think.
woah, ramblier than i thought I would be. but, yeha, tomorrow Ensiferium & the other bands, then I don;t know. ight go to Brux, might go o D, I don;t know. might jsut grab one of the guys from one of the bands for a shag - I jusyt don;t relaly know. *sigh*
... add to this my mother being a total cunt, btw, and lack of money again cause i suck, and you havewhy I am not having that good of a day in some ays.
Oh! efore I forget.. paul bloody James asked me about the band thing. *shaeks head* that one as a GREAT moment of squee for me.
*whistles*
Apr. 6th, 2007 08:48 amSo, when your day at work which starts 3 hours later than usual and is all of 4 hours long pretty muh starts with your manager going "top ' the morning" and "you (me+Ultzi) look like you didnöt behave last nigtght", how good has the day started?
Pretty damn good.
We got to tell him "well, it is funny how the garda don't speak finnish..."
Ya, we had a fun tiem yesterday after work. we sat at the Liffey boardwalk, drank, drank some more, talked, jsut hung out and enjoyed outrselves in general. Obviously got wasted, actually threw uip on myself - cough + drinking = can cause awkward s ituations - and then at the ned of the night, I buggered off to Brux.
So i also found out that FOr some reason M wants me to stay the fuck aay from me. i donät know why - I have no idea what I ahve fdone. I supect it has to do witht he boi but... I don't know. and it hurts. Thank God I was surrounded by friends - not jsut the coworkers whose attempts at cheering me up usually fail miserably cause they jsut don't operate on the same level I do, even though hey do try.. but, you know, others. (and incidentally after nicking my phone, my coworkers gree ont he awesomeness of certain people who sent me long texts... blood twits, but I like them anyway!)
But yeah, we drank, had fun,a ndparted when it got chilly.. I made it to brux, and went home with a nice guy who had seen me at Dominion before and kind fo talked to me when i hit the batr the second time. CUte enough, weas a daaaanmn good shag, made e coffee int he morning and I still need to give him his t-shirt back. GOt his name but not his #, oh well. I will probably see hima gain sometime, and when i do, i wouldn't mind a repea performance. Nice, uncomplöited sex wih someon with a personality I could NOT stand more than tiny amounts of time... well ok, not personality, sjtu, um flaky occult!goth who tries to do the whole intellectual and deep thing. Umm... nooo, not really anything beyond a good shag there.
.. and it is amusin that everyone in my team knows what i did cause they basically TOLD me to do it - pick up someone compeltely random. I stills ay i ddin't do that - he was no too random, we know some of the smae people, at least by sightl and yes, our team has goosd spirit liek that - we can go tdrinking, tlak about everything andd anything from sex to... err, sex relaly, we talk wayt oo much about that... but yeah. we rock. I do like them and donöt mind hanging out with them. the fria i didn't, well, it also involved others I do not like int he team -t e older set,t he ones who hate ireland and are POd allt he time and are not really enjoying it here.
tonight it is jsut going home for me, i think, to sleep a ton more. And then.. well,. probably more lseep. tomorrow, it is the gig at Voodoo Lounge, then probably brux - I am not int he mood for Dominion. ell ok, so i am but.. jsut, not so sure if I want to go there. itis alla bout the people for me, after all.
But yeah, as you can guess from the kitty - araland is reasonably sunny at the moment.
Pretty damn good.
We got to tell him "well, it is funny how the garda don't speak finnish..."
Ya, we had a fun tiem yesterday after work. we sat at the Liffey boardwalk, drank, drank some more, talked, jsut hung out and enjoyed outrselves in general. Obviously got wasted, actually threw uip on myself - cough + drinking = can cause awkward s ituations - and then at the ned of the night, I buggered off to Brux.
So i also found out that FOr some reason M wants me to stay the fuck aay from me. i donät know why - I have no idea what I ahve fdone. I supect it has to do witht he boi but... I don't know. and it hurts. Thank God I was surrounded by friends - not jsut the coworkers whose attempts at cheering me up usually fail miserably cause they jsut don't operate on the same level I do, even though hey do try.. but, you know, others. (and incidentally after nicking my phone, my coworkers gree ont he awesomeness of certain people who sent me long texts... blood twits, but I like them anyway!)
But yeah, we drank, had fun,a ndparted when it got chilly.. I made it to brux, and went home with a nice guy who had seen me at Dominion before and kind fo talked to me when i hit the batr the second time. CUte enough, weas a daaaanmn good shag, made e coffee int he morning and I still need to give him his t-shirt back. GOt his name but not his #, oh well. I will probably see hima gain sometime, and when i do, i wouldn't mind a repea performance. Nice, uncomplöited sex wih someon with a personality I could NOT stand more than tiny amounts of time... well ok, not personality, sjtu, um flaky occult!goth who tries to do the whole intellectual and deep thing. Umm... nooo, not really anything beyond a good shag there.
.. and it is amusin that everyone in my team knows what i did cause they basically TOLD me to do it - pick up someone compeltely random. I stills ay i ddin't do that - he was no too random, we know some of the smae people, at least by sightl and yes, our team has goosd spirit liek that - we can go tdrinking, tlak about everything andd anything from sex to... err, sex relaly, we talk wayt oo much about that... but yeah. we rock. I do like them and donöt mind hanging out with them. the fria i didn't, well, it also involved others I do not like int he team -t e older set,t he ones who hate ireland and are POd allt he time and are not really enjoying it here.
tonight it is jsut going home for me, i think, to sleep a ton more. And then.. well,. probably more lseep. tomorrow, it is the gig at Voodoo Lounge, then probably brux - I am not int he mood for Dominion. ell ok, so i am but.. jsut, not so sure if I want to go there. itis alla bout the people for me, after all.
But yeah, as you can guess from the kitty - araland is reasonably sunny at the moment.
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Feb. 14th, 2007 08:44 pmGnuuh.
so, I have the new oplace. I am going to start sorting everything out today. I foresee leaving roommates a note about moving out or osmething.. cause dude? I am so not in the mood for confrotnation.la nd they are HOPEFULLY out cause it is V-day...
today i have been at work, squeed over myspace, and then gone buy some figurined and ame to the net cafe. (also, visited lush. Oops. but it is all good stuff!)
after that ,c ame to net cafe. am altrernatively bitching about the v-day, elated abotu the room, afraid about confronting the roommates, and elated cause I am SO going to birmingham at the end of May. Just cause.
... so ok, there si a nice guy I know there. and no, not that sort of a guy. he doesn;t like girls :P but, he is nice.a nd he also lieks a certain abdn who willa slo be there. and, I have bneen invited to said band's gigs as a guest since they are taking their sweet time to come to ireland. *g*
.. yup, life is good in general. it hink.
so, I have the new oplace. I am going to start sorting everything out today. I foresee leaving roommates a note about moving out or osmething.. cause dude? I am so not in the mood for confrotnation.la nd they are HOPEFULLY out cause it is V-day...
today i have been at work, squeed over myspace, and then gone buy some figurined and ame to the net cafe. (also, visited lush. Oops. but it is all good stuff!)
after that ,c ame to net cafe. am altrernatively bitching about the v-day, elated abotu the room, afraid about confronting the roommates, and elated cause I am SO going to birmingham at the end of May. Just cause.
... so ok, there si a nice guy I know there. and no, not that sort of a guy. he doesn;t like girls :P but, he is nice.a nd he also lieks a certain abdn who willa slo be there. and, I have bneen invited to said band's gigs as a guest since they are taking their sweet time to come to ireland. *g*
.. yup, life is good in general. it hink.
la diida..
Feb. 4th, 2007 04:36 pmI am stiull freezing my ass off. *shudder* dear god did it get cold lastr night, waiting for the damn taxi for half an hour in a fucking miniskirt and fishnets.
So, since iw as bored, i legged it to Dominion rather early yesterday.One of the reasons I loike it so muich is that even coming in earely, jsut sitting therte not really taoking to anyone or anything, it still feels good. Back in the day, it would have mnade me feel depressed and icky but now> nah. I know it is just a matte rof time tiull things pick up, and until then I can jsut sit there anfd contemplate Stuff.
but yeah., it was pretty amusing that the folks sitting at's Little COurt Of Doom were one american who's been adotpted to canada, an italian, an iurishewoman ansd someone who transplanted themse3lves from south africa to ireland 10 years ago. and later, there were lithuanianas joining in, too. Always v. v. amusing, that sort of a ything.
it wa s a good night, danced a bit, chatted with nice people, got introduced to some random people, and thing were.. well, ok, the boi was causing minor.. ok, vaguely major awkrward!soert of angst. not about the whole thing wigth jsut being friewnds, more like "damn it, this is qawkjward and i don;t wnat it to be and I need to do soemthinbg but i don;t quite knoew how" - more discomfort with my own inaptritude at handling it than the situation itself.
afterwards... well, it was fucking cold. and thanks tot aht damn game, it took hjalaf an hour to ccatch a bloody taxi... *shimper* i am still all sorts of frozen and i spent the night happily cuddled up = under a ton o0f blankets. (no, no company. another wevil mornig for the boi.. did get a goodnight kiss, tho, and wills ee him next weejk.... )
all in all, not a bad night most definitely. Now, i am waiting for my quioche to heat up.. i am int he mood for chinese,a ctually, but the stuff ic ould get delivered SUCKS so if i wnat it, i have to get dressed and go to the city cwenter and the one good chinese place in town that I know. So, i believ e that will be dinner.
feel free to amuse me. today will be naught nbut the net until tthe evilsspawn comes home.
So, since iw as bored, i legged it to Dominion rather early yesterday.One of the reasons I loike it so muich is that even coming in earely, jsut sitting therte not really taoking to anyone or anything, it still feels good. Back in the day, it would have mnade me feel depressed and icky but now> nah. I know it is just a matte rof time tiull things pick up, and until then I can jsut sit there anfd contemplate Stuff.
but yeah., it was pretty amusing that the folks sitting at
it wa s a good night, danced a bit, chatted with nice people, got introduced to some random people, and thing were.. well, ok, the boi was causing minor.. ok, vaguely major awkrward!soert of angst. not about the whole thing wigth jsut being friewnds, more like "damn it, this is qawkjward and i don;t wnat it to be and I need to do soemthinbg but i don;t quite knoew how" - more discomfort with my own inaptritude at handling it than the situation itself.
afterwards... well, it was fucking cold. and thanks tot aht damn game, it took hjalaf an hour to ccatch a bloody taxi... *shimper* i am still all sorts of frozen and i spent the night happily cuddled up = under a ton o0f blankets. (no, no company. another wevil mornig for the boi.. did get a goodnight kiss, tho, and wills ee him next weejk.... )
all in all, not a bad night most definitely. Now, i am waiting for my quioche to heat up.. i am int he mood for chinese,a ctually, but the stuff ic ould get delivered SUCKS so if i wnat it, i have to get dressed and go to the city cwenter and the one good chinese place in town that I know. So, i believ e that will be dinner.
feel free to amuse me. today will be naught nbut the net until tthe evilsspawn comes home.
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it is official. I am now old. cause atm? my head hurrrrrts..;.... and there is only l one logical explanation.
I am hung over. the woe.
Oh well, at least i habe no moral hangover. i am rather happy about last night and hell, yestersay in general.
So what happens is, after work i go off to the ciuty cewnter, and meet up with marita. asnd... yeah. MY plan was to spend all of 160 euros.... did not go that way.
So, first we go to Evans. I bought saome leopard print thights cause they did not have fishnets in my sioze.. and now I am seriously anoyed cause those thiughts? are supposed to foit up to a size 30. THey do not fit me at all. But, I did score a pair of very nicce boots so... yeah, by the time wer lefdt i had the boots and thights. Moving on.... to lush.
stuck to my list.l conditioner, moisturizer, exgoliator, another kind of moisturizer. cost me a ton, but this should kkeep me lushed up for the whole month. I think anyway.
Ann syummers was nicew, i did try this one n ice shirt but it was nbot whatr I wanted. cause, not enough boob support there. and I wnates owemthing I could hewave worn outside the bedroom as well. n o shoppage there. a nd that was, you know,, my original plan.
thewn we headed off to temple bar. hysteria, a few other storews... i ended up getting more makeup, and damn it i now know that pamela mann lycera onesizes fit me. this is not a goodd thing to know :P aha was closed by the time we got thewre but it was still so worth it. I beliueve shopping till you drop is a good word for stuff. (I goot, in a moredetauiled supply liist, 2 stargazer kohls, a nail varnish, some entertainement *woink wink nudge nudge*, and chocolate. sand the fishnets) and after that, it was time for food.
i wans int he mood for italian, and stteak actually, so italnian it was.. my steak was cooked the wrongf way but i didn;t catre, i was too hungry to give a damn. the food was awesome, thew winme delicious,a nd I have ytou recipe for instyant sin: Bailey's cheesecake.
after that, we were supposed to head for a pint. yeah, with ha;lfd a botttlew of woine and some fortifired coffee in us, we went off to this one place that had a rock jihad thing going on... and wee went through tower records. theree saxon albums in my possession now, and an urge to go back if they have O/DS as well... *facepalm*
yeah, tat the rock jihgad I badghered ,arita to ask the dj to play one of the songs form my new cds, and he did. we had fun, had a few pints (and dude, thesepeople don;t believ e ion shotrglasses. have you any idea how hard is it trying to knock nback a shortt of vodka from a tall glass with ice?
yerah, after we left there we headed off to bruxxelles. there was a bvusker on the street, and somehow we ended up talikking ot him. (I believe it involvedd marita goiung "ooh, verve!" Legts go be groupies!" and so fdort.h. eventually, the guy joined us at bryuxelles. his name was john nand he was a relaly nice guy.
and yes, in bruxxelles more booze was xonsumed. and I believe I was rather sounsed... you know, dancing ont he tables if i didn;t know it would be a disaster for b oth menand the table kind of a thing so just dancing at the dcorner we were standoing in... alsao met snowfake thewre. was nice seeing himn. * I have no idea what he said to marita, or wqhatr she said to him... *g*
There was a pretty italaian boy there thjat i kind of liked the look of, didn;t go anywhere tho. (He didn;t put enough effor t in it) and i actually sawe a familiar face from D... Starey McStary was there, too. *snort*
wer stayed there till the end of the night,t hen toddled off to grab a taxi fgor me bnefore marita headed home. when ig ot home, i jsut fell into bed, pretty much.,
All in all, a good night.
(Especially since, you know, marita and I, we talked a lot about the whole thing witht he boi. i feel a lot more settled about it now)
now, troday's plans involve some cleaning/. also, shpould go tgo the store. but hyeah, msotly cleaning.
and screw cookies, ia m hiung over.
I am hung over. the woe.
Oh well, at least i habe no moral hangover. i am rather happy about last night and hell, yestersay in general.
So what happens is, after work i go off to the ciuty cewnter, and meet up with marita. asnd... yeah. MY plan was to spend all of 160 euros.... did not go that way.
So, first we go to Evans. I bought saome leopard print thights cause they did not have fishnets in my sioze.. and now I am seriously anoyed cause those thiughts? are supposed to foit up to a size 30. THey do not fit me at all. But, I did score a pair of very nicce boots so... yeah, by the time wer lefdt i had the boots and thights. Moving on.... to lush.
stuck to my list.l conditioner, moisturizer, exgoliator, another kind of moisturizer. cost me a ton, but this should kkeep me lushed up for the whole month. I think anyway.
Ann syummers was nicew, i did try this one n ice shirt but it was nbot whatr I wanted. cause, not enough boob support there. and I wnates owemthing I could hewave worn outside the bedroom as well. n o shoppage there. a nd that was, you know,, my original plan.
thewn we headed off to temple bar. hysteria, a few other storews... i ended up getting more makeup, and damn it i now know that pamela mann lycera onesizes fit me. this is not a goodd thing to know :P aha was closed by the time we got thewre but it was still so worth it. I beliueve shopping till you drop is a good word for stuff. (I goot, in a moredetauiled supply liist, 2 stargazer kohls, a nail varnish, some entertainement *woink wink nudge nudge*, and chocolate. sand the fishnets) and after that, it was time for food.
i wans int he mood for italian, and stteak actually, so italnian it was.. my steak was cooked the wrongf way but i didn;t catre, i was too hungry to give a damn. the food was awesome, thew winme delicious,a nd I have ytou recipe for instyant sin: Bailey's cheesecake.
after that, we were supposed to head for a pint. yeah, with ha;lfd a botttlew of woine and some fortifired coffee in us, we went off to this one place that had a rock jihad thing going on... and wee went through tower records. theree saxon albums in my possession now, and an urge to go back if they have O/DS as well... *facepalm*
yeah, tat the rock jihgad I badghered ,arita to ask the dj to play one of the songs form my new cds, and he did. we had fun, had a few pints (and dude, thesepeople don;t believ e ion shotrglasses. have you any idea how hard is it trying to knock nback a shortt of vodka from a tall glass with ice?
yerah, after we left there we headed off to bruxxelles. there was a bvusker on the street, and somehow we ended up talikking ot him. (I believe it involvedd marita goiung "ooh, verve!" Legts go be groupies!" and so fdort.h. eventually, the guy joined us at bryuxelles. his name was john nand he was a relaly nice guy.
and yes, in bruxxelles more booze was xonsumed. and I believe I was rather sounsed... you know, dancing ont he tables if i didn;t know it would be a disaster for b oth menand the table kind of a thing so just dancing at the dcorner we were standoing in... alsao met snowfake thewre. was nice seeing himn. * I have no idea what he said to marita, or wqhatr she said to him... *g*
There was a pretty italaian boy there thjat i kind of liked the look of, didn;t go anywhere tho. (He didn;t put enough effor t in it) and i actually sawe a familiar face from D... Starey McStary was there, too. *snort*
wer stayed there till the end of the night,t hen toddled off to grab a taxi fgor me bnefore marita headed home. when ig ot home, i jsut fell into bed, pretty much.,
All in all, a good night.
(Especially since, you know, marita and I, we talked a lot about the whole thing witht he boi. i feel a lot more settled about it now)
now, troday's plans involve some cleaning/. also, shpould go tgo the store. but hyeah, msotly cleaning.
and screw cookies, ia m hiung over.
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Jan. 25th, 2007 06:26 pmSo, work wqas prettyu good. dsid not have anything go wrong, at the very least. or at least id t did not too badly. *g* it was prertty good, and I am getting less worried about wevweryuthing.. i thinkt hat by, hmmj, mayb e next friday i will be able to handle calls entirely on my own without crying to my mentor about it...
Also, was muchly amused by work by txt messages from the Guy.. now,t hat is an interesting situation. it maikes me go kinda "hmmm... " cause tbh, i hav e no idea where is tand with him, and jsut what exactly is going on. *shakes head* do feel massive yay!happy about the fact that I wills ee him on saturday an d sunday, form the looks of it... *shakes head* io guess ia m just a bit hopeless.
hhave done cleaning.. mopped bathroom, done arranging stuff in bedroom, done some laundrty... fuck the landlady, if she has something to complain about? well, i am leaving at the nedc of feb anyway. i don;t thinkt hat messiness is enough of a freason to kick anyone out cause the current conditions are not dirty/filthy, jyust, you know, organized chaos toi some degree...
yeah. knowing my luck, i am movin gout ont he 31st *snort*
Also, was muchly amused by work by txt messages from the Guy.. now,t hat is an interesting situation. it maikes me go kinda "hmmm... " cause tbh, i hav e no idea where is tand with him, and jsut what exactly is going on. *shakes head* do feel massive yay!happy about the fact that I wills ee him on saturday an d sunday, form the looks of it... *shakes head* io guess ia m just a bit hopeless.
hhave done cleaning.. mopped bathroom, done arranging stuff in bedroom, done some laundrty... fuck the landlady, if she has something to complain about? well, i am leaving at the nedc of feb anyway. i don;t thinkt hat messiness is enough of a freason to kick anyone out cause the current conditions are not dirty/filthy, jyust, you know, organized chaos toi some degree...
yeah. knowing my luck, i am movin gout ont he 31st *snort*
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at work. boredboredbored. or more like tired as hell - as soon as i get back to omg lovely phone line thingy i will be not!Bored-
I am sure certain people will be amused by the fact that all anst from last night_ was kind of unfou8nded. I need to just, you know, REPLY a cause when i toddled off to bed, found out he had txt'd me a few hours before. (was not gonna reply at 1 am, obvioulsy)
But yeah, life is looking good except for the fact that I ahve to0 clan tonight. Oh well, could be worse...
*huggles randomly*
I am sure certain people will be amused by the fact that all anst from last night_ was kind of unfou8nded. I need to just, you know, REPLY a cause when i toddled off to bed, found out he had txt'd me a few hours before. (was not gonna reply at 1 am, obvioulsy)
But yeah, life is looking good except for the fact that I ahve to0 clan tonight. Oh well, could be worse...
*huggles randomly*
So, yesterday work was boring. but fdid get into a team - i am with Nordea now. and my new hours? 6.15 to 2.30. *facepalm*
so came home, mooched online a bit, made dinner, got kicked out nby roomies. took a bath, watched some CSI, wentg to bed at 10 pm -= the horror. woke up at a decent hour, went to work in time, spent the day witht he new team. full of good people. managed to not to make too much of an ass out of myself. I think.
.. no cashing the paycheck. and I SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED ANYEWHERE NEAR LUSH, DAMMIT. and that was not accicaps *facepalm*
tomorrow must take off work earluyish so I can get to the bank in time..c. can only cash in my checks at one place *facepalm* so looks like everyone else was right. oh well. can do that tomorrow, if not, ia m fucked. buit should be able to...
today'sa genda is internet until roomies demand it, then dinner and preparoing tomorrow's lunch. (Chicken curry for dinner and probably for lunch too, and with a salad on the side. need to make a dressing for it, too)
.. i also have vague plotbunnies but they refuse to be written.e vil creatures.
Love you all.
so came home, mooched online a bit, made dinner, got kicked out nby roomies. took a bath, watched some CSI, wentg to bed at 10 pm -= the horror. woke up at a decent hour, went to work in time, spent the day witht he new team. full of good people. managed to not to make too much of an ass out of myself. I think.
.. no cashing the paycheck. and I SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED ANYEWHERE NEAR LUSH, DAMMIT. and that was not accicaps *facepalm*
tomorrow must take off work earluyish so I can get to the bank in time..c. can only cash in my checks at one place *facepalm* so looks like everyone else was right. oh well. can do that tomorrow, if not, ia m fucked. buit should be able to...
today'sa genda is internet until roomies demand it, then dinner and preparoing tomorrow's lunch. (Chicken curry for dinner and probably for lunch too, and with a salad on the side. need to make a dressing for it, too)
.. i also have vague plotbunnies but they refuse to be written.e vil creatures.
Love you all.
Am at work... was late cause slept late, idiot me. but that was cause i was up alte as fuck de-vuiruzing eddie blue. *sigh*
I was looking into dublin venues for ODS - thinking Voodoo Lounge will be the one, not sure yet - and what do i find out? Saxon will be in dublin in march and i am currently very tempted to go see them. and it makes me feel a bit conflicted - kinda like I am betraying "my" boys. *bites lip* this is a weird feeling. *shakes head* I mean.. iw ould nejoyit. hell, i would love it - but it would still make me feel really bad cuase it wouldn;t be my boys on the stage, it wpould not be the real deal, not for me - and, i Ireally, really, really do not wnat to like the singer. but based ont ehe live albuims i have heard thus far? I would probably love to hear him live. *facepalm* and yes, you knowme well enough to know where that migth live, adn that would cause more issues than it should. (and why is it that I am stressing about this more than I am about the boy? miss him already, will not see hima gain until saturday *pouts* then again, i don;t thinkt hat situation is more complicated than i make it.)
but yeah. Saxon, in Dublin, march third.
I was looking into dublin venues for ODS - thinking Voodoo Lounge will be the one, not sure yet - and what do i find out? Saxon will be in dublin in march and i am currently very tempted to go see them. and it makes me feel a bit conflicted - kinda like I am betraying "my" boys. *bites lip* this is a weird feeling. *shakes head* I mean.. iw ould nejoyit. hell, i would love it - but it would still make me feel really bad cuase it wouldn;t be my boys on the stage, it wpould not be the real deal, not for me - and, i Ireally, really, really do not wnat to like the singer. but based ont ehe live albuims i have heard thus far? I would probably love to hear him live. *facepalm* and yes, you knowme well enough to know where that migth live, adn that would cause more issues than it should. (and why is it that I am stressing about this more than I am about the boy? miss him already, will not see hima gain until saturday *pouts* then again, i don;t thinkt hat situation is more complicated than i make it.)
but yeah. Saxon, in Dublin, march third.
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