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arabwelSo I got some important stuff sorted out and the rest of today is fgoing to involve packing and headdesking about how to get this all sorted out, just purely transportwise. *shakes head* tbh this is scaring me a lot, making me kind of... shiver and wish I had someone to give a hand becuase this is jsut, not somethign I can figure out how to handle. *shakes head*
In other news, well,a fter I sdsorted thing sout I had time for a short stroll of Temple bar and saw a few familiar people. including assomeone I have figured out I have a crush on, and this made me think how different crush is from more serious feelings. When I have a crush on somone - when i see them, my heart skips a beat, I feeel silly, if they pay attention to me I feel warm and a bit giddy and I have a silly feeling even after they go away. and it doesn;t hurt, it doesn;t matter if they are taken or not or anything like that - it is jsut good stuff.
when igt gets into serious emotions, then the pain comes. because there's an intense desire for more - not physically, not really, that is more of the crush spectrum, but.. to be able to have, and it hurts when I can;t, it's a lot less giddy, it is a quiet happy, and a hurt afterwards. *shakes head*
.. why am I thinking about this again?
ah yeah. becuase some men jsut look sickeningly good in leather and make me feel all sorts of silly.
In other news, well,a fter I sdsorted thing sout I had time for a short stroll of Temple bar and saw a few familiar people. including assomeone I have figured out I have a crush on, and this made me think how different crush is from more serious feelings. When I have a crush on somone - when i see them, my heart skips a beat, I feeel silly, if they pay attention to me I feel warm and a bit giddy and I have a silly feeling even after they go away. and it doesn;t hurt, it doesn;t matter if they are taken or not or anything like that - it is jsut good stuff.
when igt gets into serious emotions, then the pain comes. because there's an intense desire for more - not physically, not really, that is more of the crush spectrum, but.. to be able to have, and it hurts when I can;t, it's a lot less giddy, it is a quiet happy, and a hurt afterwards. *shakes head*
.. why am I thinking about this again?
ah yeah. becuase some men jsut look sickeningly good in leather and make me feel all sorts of silly.
