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[arabwel]

So I was jsut humming Temple of Love when the cute!Boss appears behind me to deliver stuff. Shiny, not. *facepalm* aaand cut...



so what happened yesterday is that Ara toldf the boit hat a nice boy from brux made her sore. *g* No reoply since then. The little fucker isreally..a rgh. ANnoys the living hell out of me, with the way he acts.

Now, what I did after I left the net cafe I made the last update at, was to go to the mini-munch opf the BDSMIreland yahoo group.a dn it was fun. there werre all of five of us there in total. Much funw as had, much alcohol was given to me for free, and I have OPffuicial Approval fopr my Nimhneach clothes.

So, I also whined about the boy to FIg. and yeah, iw as told that i am a twit. (so ok I am actually a fool and a fecking eejit actually but... *shrugs* He means it ina good way :P Yea, love a good cyunical perspective.

THe boi does not like me.
the boi probably never did like me.
he jsut wnats to get his rockas off.l
I'm easy.

easy enough of an equation, innit? *sshakes head* BAh, really. I am not going tosend him another text... He can see try to keep to his word to say hi. *snort* if so, he will hopefully get to see a buttload of the lovely bitemarks... I am still waiting to hear back from Daniela bout another go after Brux on friday.

and speaking of nic eguys, I have realized tht there is a nice guya t work I kind of lke. would like himt o like m, i think. His name is.. argh, Donal_ something like that and he is a very cute metalhead- we occasionallyt ake the same bus to the city and yesterday, he kind of invited me to sit with him. *giggle' happy Ara. so, I donöt know him well, at all treally, but it is stilla cute boya nd at least a nice friend to have if not someone who would ask me out. (If he does, I am fucked. Cause he knows nothing of what I am up to)

yueah, i want someone I cabn be emotional with, to get over the bs witht he hobbit. cause seriously.. it is not good. I was in love with him - and i probably still could be, if he was not treating me the way he is. and it hurts, ebcause it was a happy, fuzzy, warm feeling. to like someone and know you ar eliked back. I never felt it before. and ok, now I know it was false but still... *shakes head* I want to feel it again. it is nice to know you like someone and they like you nack in a friendly way, too, but it is not the same...

Yeah, do hope I see him in the bus today. going to the city center, seeign two apartments *g* i am huinting around in Rathmines right now, cause I have decided I like that area.

Now excuse me, I will have to work. and stop daydreaming about the damn braid-boy because even thought he sex was hot as hell, he has yet to get back to me about friday.

Comments

[rifumi.livejournal.com]

Uh oh.. you're an infatuation junkie, looking for your next fix, huh? :P Yeah I know how it goes.. it just often ends up in leaving you heartbroken and alone, without giving you much in the end. It's not a lifestyle many can emotionally afford for long. Because that warm fuzzy feeling is so very elusive, and tends to wear off incredibly fast.

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

Itä's called NRE - new relationship energy. I love it, but I wish I could get to the warm comfortable slightly worn fuzzziness that is kinda like a pair of slippers that fit your feet well :P