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Jan. 3rd, 2007 02:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
arabweli heart lazy days, internet and lush baths... *sighs happily*
So, when i was coming home forn the Tesco today, is tarted thinking baout osmerhting. what do I actually wnat from all the musicians I adore?
in the end, i think it boils down to the same thing I have for them - affection and respect. Yeah, I admire them, adore them, love them... but in the end, it really does boil down to afffection and respect.
Maybe one day, I will have that. maybe one day perople will know who I am. But I sure as hell do not want that fame by the way of Pamela des Barres. cause I know that as much as I might just love the idea of, say, getting to fuck the brains out of Graham Ooliver or whoever my flavour du jour is, I still have too much respect for them and myself to make that my primary goal.
cause I can;t help it - I love musicians as people, and i love hanging out with them. and I am too ambitiousfor my own good to not to go for the ones on top.
.. or something like that anyeway.
So, when i was coming home forn the Tesco today, is tarted thinking baout osmerhting. what do I actually wnat from all the musicians I adore?
in the end, i think it boils down to the same thing I have for them - affection and respect. Yeah, I admire them, adore them, love them... but in the end, it really does boil down to afffection and respect.
Maybe one day, I will have that. maybe one day perople will know who I am. But I sure as hell do not want that fame by the way of Pamela des Barres. cause I know that as much as I might just love the idea of, say, getting to fuck the brains out of Graham Ooliver or whoever my flavour du jour is, I still have too much respect for them and myself to make that my primary goal.
cause I can;t help it - I love musicians as people, and i love hanging out with them. and I am too ambitious
.. or something like that anyeway.
