*whimper*

Obligatory rl entry. A"rokign on ÄMM. Sleepy. also angstypanickyflashbacky...
cause, you know, I got a call form my therapist yeasterday. the new, crpapy one. she and I scheduled a meetingfor August 14th. and I only now realized that it's day-after-con. so ok, I wil be back wasy enough - after all, I will most likely be flying there and back and e home before noon..

the problem? I donöt LIKE her. she ius jsut like the bad therapists I had in the past. And now I am having scvayscaray flashbacs. Because btoh in 2002 and 2003 I was ocked up in the psycgh ward almost iummediately after ropecon. n 2002, I was sick as a dog with larynxitis anbd couldnöt get out of the bed and when people trie dto make me dot hings, i fgot angry as hell.t he resutl? Locked up for five days for haviing been fucked up by the amn convention, according to them. After Ropecon 2003? I was pretty damn irritable due to a9 having spent the night outside the railway station and b) general tirednes.s the reult two weeks locke dup. I stil have nightmared of both times.

You can imagine hy Ara is Not Happy ight now.

Random RL update #9363 + ÄMM question

So yeah. Working on more ÄMM, today's bits should come out soon enough :) it is kind of sad that this damned thing is getting so close to an end byut.. still.

No bling today - Mom's ex did come to townb but didnöt have the time to pick the stuff up. Which sucks.

i also have to clean this place the hell up. Mom promised to come over while I will be tat ropecon, and look after the cats. But - I must clean. her minimum is dishes and laundry one, and.. i figure I can get that one doene.

In other news: I just read sonme Lordi fanfic in FInnish that was.. quite endearin. Not very well-written - imo - and slightly off in its characterixation, butit was kind of nice. and the idea was cute. (short version: Kalma & Ox are drinking, Ox makes a bad joke about not being interested in Awa when Kalma is neelding him, Awa overhears, gets emo. Awa & Ox end u beating each other up while everyone else is.. acting like a bunch of dimwits. Ox & Awa end up together with much much cueness. And Kita triwes to at everything not nailed down.)

But, a quick ÄMM-related question:

Right now, kita is the only monster in the stor who is not getting any. Should he? And... if so, wirh whom? I kind of have this v. v. vague idea that would possibly involve Silvia. (the woman, not the horse) How bad of an idea do you thinkt aht would be? *Knows that bookend pairing is ev0l but also doesn't want Kita to be all sorts of lonesome*

t-t-t-that's all, folks. '


or not, under cut, a memegen meme.

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Thanks for etherealagent for the de-typo :)

here' smore Älä Mene Metsään, äs the subject line should clue you in :D

and the question still stands - should Kita get dinner, or get laid? :P

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Not detypfoied cause i a m a horirble impartient pwrson and want this out asap so I can go crash if I need to and can still give the bits I promiesd today. *blush* I kmnow, i am horrible liek that. but first daft, a d so forth.

Under cut, Älä Mene Metsään, part the who the hell keeps up with it? warnings include smut and gore, duh.

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