Bleh

SAo, i am cleaning. Which sucks. Because my apartment is such an unholy mess. Note to self, Never again ignore cleaning for 5 months.

This is poainful: Literally. My back feels like it is about to wrangle irsself to death.

and today I find myself saying something I thought I would never say;:

I have too many clothes.

So yeah. Mom is gonna get a huuuge load of various random clothwes I do not nbeed. Including gazillion socks. Because I thinkt hta I can jsut buiy new socks rather than huint through the gazillion pairless ones I have here. same goes for a lot ofgf other stuff, too. Like 2 pairs of troo-small sneakers. and a too-small parka. and.. stuff.

But yeah, got to ghet rid of so much shit. Like videotapes I never weatch.. i figure that if I want to see something that is on one of those effing tapes, i can bloody well download it. Same for the ancient C-tapes.

Now, ig I could just toss away some of the electtric junk, too - sooo much of that gere.

I ne3ed to be de-pacxkratted, Seriously. I would ask for help but this place is such a dump I donå¨t anyone here.

and damn it; ia m huingry. but the kitchen smells too icky to ccook in. Kindsa like a dumpster in mid-summerl...t hat is what I get for discoveing icky moldy things I shoulfd have tossed AGES ago.

gah. I wills top rrambling now.

random rambles...

SDooo, on a message baord I frequent,t here is a thread about spanking as a punishment ofr kids, I am not getting involved there, becuase I hate arguments, andd as such I intend to kust stfuy on the subject but it has made me think. a lot.

As it is, when I will have kids, I ammost definitwely going to be the sort of a mother who uses the classic line "You just wait till your father gets home" -. namely, because I do not trust myself fdor meting out suitable repercussions for a child's actuions.

case in point; when I was a kid, mom often used a switch on me. I remember thinking two things - one, that I would never hit my kids like that, never pull their hair or smakt hem or anything. and the second? Just wait till i ahve kids, and I can dot hre same to them... which illustrates the point quite well. After years and years of abuse from mom, the systerm, and a lot of other folks, I simply do not trust myself with discipline.

So yeah. I will definitely let the future Mr. Ara take care of that.

(of course this will mostly only apply when the kidlelets are older but still...)

and on other news, I dragged out 3 bags of terash and the cats peed ont he floor *sigh*