Well, fuck

Remember whewn I said I was looking intto other places?

Guess who has been asked to move out. or more like, told to move out.

*sigh*

thankfully i am already looking into other options but.. yeah. this is so not good, especially on top of everything else.

anjy help with moving, crashspace if needed, etcetera is welcome.

So...

What will ara be up to today?

- going to see a girl about a room around seveniosh, in Rathmines.
- going to Brux afterwards. (COmpany welcomne as always, you have my number people!)

And.. yeah, at Brux i kind of hope to see TD&S. If I do.. well, I have no idea actually. a part of me wnats to ask him if he'd like to go out with me - as in, on a date. *fascepalm* Because I seriously want to know what makes tthat guy tick - he is bugging me, being all sortws of.... TD&S-y. I want to know what makes him ticvk. iuf he really is a complete dfik, or if he is jsut shy and solcially inept. I don;t know, maybe this is thew worst [possible thing I could do but.. I want to know what mnakes him tick.

I remember seeing him at D, the first time I went there - and late being told by M that he wwas bad news, etcetera. And noew I feel like a twit for actually listening to her baecayuse.. (I am not supposed o be prejudiced like that. I want to make up my own mind abpout people. and as far as I can tell thus far? He is not what I was told he wpould be. Hell, I actually have had someone unashamedly sing his praises at me! (which was after I was like "hell I am so shattered byt hat guy I liked that I am haldff tempted to gicve starewy a go.." "W£ho.." ">. that guy, hoilipo.." "PHilip! hew is a freined of mine nad shy and intelloingent and nice and etc and if he;s the one for you, go for it!"

... seriously, you can probaby imagine why he bugs gthe hell out of me byu being so damn myusterious.

the eworst thing he cahn do is turn me down, right?