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Do I talk about anything but weight loss these days?

I should

Becasue rteallyt, there is SO much goodness out there that needws to be talked about. Like guede_mazaka's amazing HP fic here - It is, plainly puit, pretty damn awesome. Dark!Harry, HP/LM, some other pairings, and some rather awsome things :D WIP; but she never leaves anything unfinisahed.

... and so okay I want to blather about the whole weight loss thing once again. Yesterday, I went to the pool - did water aerobics with a group of little old ladies. Managed decently. Wouyld have died of embarrasment if I hadn't - because one of the little old ladies was (and will be next tuesday and so on) My grandmother's sister. So if SHE can do it...

today, I intend to go pay my grocery bill and do some minor grocery shopping - nothing major, just more milk, some tuna, noodles.. taht sort of thing. I am pretty damn well stocked right now. and fafther that, ewhen it finally is noon, sweet noon, I shall go to the gym and the pool - oh, my poor face - and get my card all ka-chinged up.

I have realized that I have been doing the gym thing rather wrong - concentrating on endurance rather than power. I need to add more weights and shorten the sets - instead of 3 20 rep sert, I will vbe doing 3 10 rep sets with more weights and so on. Think that weird crunhy thing that looks like a rollercoaster harnbess can give me first the 3 tiems 20 on 45 kg and then do the 3 times 10 with,s ay, 60 - because I know I will be able to do that. and other stuyff.

Am really looking forward to sisterling cvoming over - she can introduce me to free weights.

wehat else?

Um, I hav a LOT of sprouty muing mbeans. thinkt hey are going to be in a salad and in a stir fryu or something over the next few days... uinless I end up just snavcking them all up.

since there si so bloody LOT of them; I think I will be snipping off the sprouty bits and discarduing the beans...

or something

And damn; is hould write some fic, too.

Well. fuck

Most of the sprouts arer now on the floor. Go me!

Oh well. there is still enough to go aroujnd...

and also: I am taking part int he 75 day challenge at 100pounds2lose - my goal? weigh 130 or less in 75 days or less.




I do hope this will work out :D

*sigh*

Today in Really Weird AShit; Mom actually is TALKING to me - not just nagging, but talking about stuff., Like whuy she is on meds, how long she has been on them, and why she ditched her boyfreiend. Namely, the fact that not only is his sorry ass prone to trying to off himself, an alcoholic who is not recovering well, but also, is morbidly jealous - apparently, last time when someone left him, he went after her weith a gun - shotrgunned the lock ont he door. i am really fucvjking thankful he has no guns atm, and is not going to get any soon.

*sigh*`

ANd she apparently has a prospective bpoyfriend, um, somewhere out there. She plans ont raveling to see him and some friends of hers - three-in-one trip.

And she still keeps bitching at me to pay back for the money she's borrowed me. *sigh* really, mommy dear, you ditched me in institutiopns for 4 uyears and pad jack about my upkeep. Don't complain about having to pay a little now, when I am a growenuip and stillr ecoverinfg from a lot of crap that is muchly your fault.

But yeah. Mom, me, talking = weird shit. I most likely ill go visit her sometime nezxt week, and ghet the bastard of an uncle to teach me how to shoot. With mom there, he is not going to try anything.

and whee, one more reason why Is houldn't clean;: Uncle wasy she refuses to visit until I do. So, mess = no uncle = happy ara.

Ouch

methinks there will be no gym nor swimmking for the Ara today. Why? because right now, my right middle finger is in agony if I try to grip stuff. Or other stuff. Typing is marginally bearable. *sigjh*

No idea what caused this, but think i have pulled a muscle or something.

In other news, remember Ara saying that she won't buy any new clothesd? Well, um, you se.... *looks guilty`* It was on sale! and it weas something I have been looking for months and moths - a black, knee-length skirt. A smart one, too - v. snappy. And okay it makes my stomach bulge a lot but I figure, saoon enough it will not do so and it will look just fine. And the price? 10 euros.t aht is, for example, 4 normal-priced 1.5 liter bottles of soda. THink it is worth it :D

Also, pnaama? I saw your mom today at the store. Talked with ehr for a while: Was v. nice seeing her. and she mentioned your lack of hair :D

Funny how I keep running into people I know.

Soonishly Food shall commence, and it will be Salad - lettuce, cucmber, tomato, bell pepper, mung bean sprouts and gruyere, all atristically arranged, possibly with a dash of either low-fat ranch dressing or cottage cheese to make it less dry :D

Meh

So I did go to the gym.w as fun - worked out prewttyu good, then went to swimn. Spen an hour swemming and swam - *drumroll* 1250m. It is mnaking me awesomely happy since the first time I went, last Tuesdya, i also swam for an hour but that was kjust 1000 m - it is actual notable progress! :D

In other news, I am not going to the gym tomorrow. Simply put, I can´t afford it. *sigh`* just... no way can I keep filling up the gym card as often as I'fd like so.. just got to see if I an get more freebies.

also the cats peed on my coat. *sigh*

NOw, i am rahter tired and might just go to bed.. or not, because I wnat to talk to people, damn it. I never maneage it these days `*sigh*

Also: I ordered a magazine last summer, and they offered a MP3 player as a freebie. itr arrived today. Guess who will be listenng to music at the gym next time she goes there?

(and on a totally untrelated note, not going to do the thing where you nbend over the bench thing and do.. stuff to strenghten your nback muscles if there is anyone else at the gym - my boonbs fall out of my shirtt!

ETA: For once my sister is useful! No more worries about affording the gym , she is sendineg me money for it :D