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So, i am cleaning.l Doing dishes, hauling out a month's worth of trash.. since the therapist is visiting tomorrow. THe last time I will see her till January...w hich is sucklicious.
Tried on the pants of D00m. THey again refuse to fit. Which means I have gauined... but it is no wonder. *headdesk* am hidinhg all snack food again and being Reasonable About Eating... no more pasta and other crap *sigh*
No idea why I havce let myself be so horrible about this stuf.. probably because of That Damn Guy and the stress about starting the classes.... *sigh* I suck. WHich sucks.
Ugh... wanna go to bed. But vcan't Myust clean.
So, the plan is to clean, to see the dear dtherapist, then go to bed. No classes today, Latinobic starts next week.... then, no idea. After sleep probably getting up, reading the flist, maybe cleaning some more... could really do with concrit for FotM. especially advice on how the hell to make Tony more ruthless *sigh* in the early chapters, taht is.
I shudder to think the amount of calories I have had today, none of it real food... well, almost notne anyway.... I don't know what is wrong with me. Why i have tossed the dam diet down the drain. Maybe uit's seasonal fdepression, maybe it is me being lazy bitch, maybe it is hormones... but I am losing it again. Because I have nmo fucking idea what the hell am I doing.
ugh.
I need sleep.
But the therqpist will viti in.... 6 and a half hours and I want to get some of this shit ut of here beffore she comes... at least have fricking well clean mugs to have tea from. Screw the apple pie I planned on... to fucking lazy to bake (am out of butter anyeway)
Tried on the pants of D00m. THey again refuse to fit. Which means I have gauined... but it is no wonder. *headdesk* am hidinhg all snack food again and being Reasonable About Eating... no more pasta and other crap *sigh*
No idea why I havce let myself be so horrible about this stuf.. probably because of That Damn Guy and the stress about starting the classes.... *sigh* I suck. WHich sucks.
Ugh... wanna go to bed. But vcan't Myust clean.
So, the plan is to clean, to see the dear dtherapist, then go to bed. No classes today, Latinobic starts next week.... then, no idea. After sleep probably getting up, reading the flist, maybe cleaning some more... could really do with concrit for FotM. especially advice on how the hell to make Tony more ruthless *sigh* in the early chapters, taht is.
I shudder to think the amount of calories I have had today, none of it real food... well, almost notne anyway.... I don't know what is wrong with me. Why i have tossed the dam diet down the drain. Maybe uit's seasonal fdepression, maybe it is me being lazy bitch, maybe it is hormones... but I am losing it again. Because I have nmo fucking idea what the hell am I doing.
ugh.
I need sleep.
But the therqpist will viti in.... 6 and a half hours and I want to get some of this shit ut of here beffore she comes... at least have fricking well clean mugs to have tea from. Screw the apple pie I planned on... to fucking lazy to bake (am out of butter anyeway)
