Apr. 8th, 2010 04:19 am
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From Bash.org

i knew a kid who dressed up as a goth leprechaun for halloween
all black outfit, with a grayscale rainbow, and a pot full of cure albums

The mental iamges I'm getting... yeaaah... XD


Jan. 19th, 2007 10:17 pm
arabwel: (Default)
So, I am at the net cafe. ahve been here since. hmm, four pm. it is notw sometime past 10 pm. O)ooops?

worht it, tho.

so, what has been going on? Well,mt he day before yesterday i went home and.. think i slept, not sure. but yesterday was a bit of a pain - my bus was totally NOT THERE so to get to the bank i had to skip going home and instead, afterrt going to the bank talke a detour home to fetch Eddie and the HD before I headded off to where the EVIL dwells.

in other words, I went to [livejournal.com profile] alan_ie&[livejournal.com profile] nodis's place, where my laptop was... fixed in 15 minutes.

... after which the evil started checking it out thoroughly, and suffice to say much swearing happened. think "Pirate." think "No SP2". think "this igs gonna take all night" coupled with "this might not work" - so, eddie is stilla t their place, as is the HD, and I headed off around elebvenish to get home in time.

home involved sleep,w then work. which was,.. kinda boing, nowher enear as hectic as I was feaing. i actually fella sleep for a bit. then i cam e here, and have bene online.

am working out the whole ODS thing - asked them for more info, have suggested Voodoo Lounge.

also, am sad for mn not meeting the guy from saturday tomorrow or the day after.. he's busy. alas, life is like that but it still sucks. was socntemplating going out tonight, but unless I get a calla bout it soon? not gonna go. tomorrow night is obviously dominion, as always.

Now, I am gonna listen to alittle more oDS and talk to my friends. cause that is what I like to do.


Dec. 22nd, 2006 06:04 am
arabwel: (Default)
TOday has been an pkay fay, for th he mmost part... would have been good if not for a certain person who shall remain namless saying something EXTREMELY hurtful in my earshot to someone else. as in, not hurtful to the other pwerson but hurtful towards me cause she knew I was there to "ovehear" it. youc an probably guess who that was. Bleh. Canöt figure out why I thought she was my friend int he first place....

Now i think i am gonna toddle off to bed soonish. maternal iunit is going to come tom.. errr, today. cause it si already Friday, ugh., and we need to Do Studd. which sucks *sigh*

byes n for now.


Nov. 19th, 2006 09:50 pm
arabwel: (Default)
So, compy went boom and ate this entry so i had to rewrite this.

first order of things: the snapcup I posted here? has the right link nowl so please, do say nice things about me :P

In other news, this has not been a good morning. My sotomach is cv. upset (yay for red jaffa!) and, well, when the first thing you see when you go check your usual checkings is someone going out of their way to upset and hurt you, to invalidate and trivialize your emotions and opinions, what do you do? other than get hugely POd, that is. *sigh*

I do hope today is going to get better. the fact that a certain band commented on my myspace *cough*yesihaveone*cough* is a good start. Hope other goodness happens-.
arabwel: (Default)
I am homenow. And i misplaced my poster on the way back, haev to callt hea irport. I am also deathly tired, and omg loed the gig and will make benefit a report for the gloriouslovely flist or tsomething. am still shaken and tired as fuck.

also, messed up in the head just a bit cause someone I know has died. (No one majority of you would know, from IRC) was not very close to her but... gah. *shuddder' feel so sad, especially since she had children...

bed now.


*falls aleep on*


Aug. 6th, 2006 07:13 pm
arabwel: (Fall apart)
So I linked intoÄMM fromt he Monsterboard. Not to this LJ,t ho - to [livejournal.com profile] noxnoxwrites. So in case you see someone talking about that story written by a Nox, that's still me.

But.. oh my fucing god I posted it there. Both versions have a link -t he clean and the not so clean one- *dies'

And, i am talking to people on #Monster-squad and fuck, it is KILLING me. therse are people who.. .fuck, the fact that one of them got a happy Birthay-call from OX should be enough to show just how much I envy and angst about these people *sigH*

.. stupid inadequacy and insecurity issues...

BVut yeah. In other news, I am still attempting to be a good firl and clean, but that is not working out. and damn, but chicken curry = love.


Jun. 13th, 2006 05:18 pm
arabwel: (Fall apart)
Public service warning. Ara the Angstball s4eems to have reappeared. Anyone surprised? *snort*

So, um, yeah. Much angst to be expected.a lready ahs ahappened. So I am relaly relaly worry about the cact that i am and will be a complete wet blanket whineback needy little twerp for a while. Stupid bipolar.... *grumbles*

Plus, I have to go see a dentis t tomorrow.

the dramadramadrma over at the FAI seems to have been solved, but... I donät think we have seen the end of it, not by a long shot.

and just how badly angsty do i ahvwe to be to realize that I <am still, in some weird way, hung up on the catholic jackass of dooooom? *sigh* But.. yeah. angstballing.
arabwel: (Default)
So, guys... i am a-plotting teh tritp a little more. Wehich has included a lot of things such as "Oh bitchcakes, how am I gonna git everything I wanna trake with me into one measly backpack?"

but yeah. Plotting busily. And one of the things I startef to think aboput, in lieu of the packing problem...w hat will i actually be doing in the UK? I know I will be staying with a lot of you guys. But I suspect there is going to be more than just awkward silences and huigs. ASctual doing of thingsd.

Things I aassume are going to happen are:

- clubbing
- sightseeing
- church-going

But what else, my fdear friends? what else shall we do with a drunken sailor? what do YOU guys think I should drag along. clothing or equipment-wise?

Oh, and this is from now on my default icon. Cause it fits the new layout.


May. 2nd, 2006 08:53 pm
arabwel: (glee)
Yopu! - yes, you, my friend int he UK - add yourself to this map, please? http://www.frappr.com/accomplicestoara you see, I want to see all the places I am going to HAVE to visit latetr his year, and. well, plot. I don't wanna spend a fortune on the Place A to Place B things, after all,. so.. some sense is mneeded. Anfd group meetings rock, too!

Right now, thingsa are looking like Silverstone is going to be my first stop, and from there I will go bug [livejournal.com profile] ariskari, and then head off to raise hell with [livejournal.com profile] elegy_of_flames, THe plan is to work my way up, vioa a short stop to Wales, at least via Manchestyer, Petesbhrouygh, Dundee and some other places, then go to Northern Irelans ( *glomåps* [livejournal.com profile] sheepyshell and take a dip to Irelansdd propewr from there.. adte that, I intend to go back to Southamprtton in time for [livejournal.com profile] elegy_of_flames's birthday and after THAT... back home.

I know I am crazy :D
arabwel: (Huggle)
glitter textglitter textglitter textglitter textglitter text glitter textglitter textglitter textglitter textglitter textglitter textglitter textglitter text glitter textglitter text

also known as condolences for growing old and grey :P


Apr. 5th, 2006 12:29 am
arabwel: (Donald Duck)
This is one of those moments whreen I wish they had accepterd me at [livejournal.com profile] feminist_rage because damn, I want to rage.

Apparently, a girl asking a guy "How's it hanging?" as a greeting is trashy.

Will not go to details buiut the bitch of IRC is the reason once agian. See Ara want to killt hings out of sheer frustration. Not because of her bitchiness specifically but the fucking repressednes,s the oversexualizartionj and the wholewe swexually empowered woman = slut attitude that bitch has.

Calling her a psychotic fucktard of a dried-up cunt is too good for her.
arabwel: (????)
So I was takingh a nap, and was woken by the doorbell. it was a delivery person.

Dozen. Red. Roses.

Sadly enough, no, I am not being stalked by a handsome psycho popstar. No, these were "From one romantic to another" by The Guy.
I know I shopuld hav miuxed feelings about this but right now, i don´¨t care. ROSES! RED ROSES! A DOZEN OF THEM! *dances in joy`

First time evere that a guy gave me flowers :D


Feb. 26th, 2006 06:01 pm
arabwel: (flail)
Me: Now I just wnat to kill things becvause of the game
The Guy: Oh i suppose I shouldn't mention I won money on the game then :(
Me: Only if you will make it up to me and, say, iunno, take me out to dinner when I finally come to the UK :P
THe Guy:oh alright then if I must :D
Me: Yes, yes you must :P

Spomepen please rell me hy the bloody HELL did I do that when IO am supposed to be telling him this is not going to work out?

Wheeee :D

Feb. 23rd, 2006 02:03 pm
arabwel: (Duckwards)
So.. I went to bed. WOke an hour later. realized I had an appointment in 10 minutes. POicked up a letter at the door - yay, the book. and soemthing else I need to bable about. but rant o see the nurse. Have lsot 1-3 kg/2.8 lbs this week. Am feeling damn good and thinking about going to the gym again today already - am still sore but I figure I could do cardio mostly or something...

the bookj arrived and is making me happy. but the surprise the guy promised? Pics of His Truly.a dn I feel horrible because My initial rweaction was "No way Jose" - it still is,a nd that makes me feel... relaly really shallow. But I just dont find him physically attractive at all - beard, relaly short hair, eyues that stare in a nastyu way... just no. not making me happy at all. i feel shallow *sigh*`

ETA: Also, I made this: http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=16356919919929318665

Are You The Guy Of My Dreams test :P


Jan. 20th, 2006 05:12 am
arabwel: (Huggle)
Well, I'm off for the next few days,. Will be back on wexdnesday, altest :)

Where am I going?

Well, you see, there is the #nanowrimo meet at Helsinki. Lotsa geeks piling up there for fun. and then, there's a few eextra days, for which Lami is so graciously putting up wtih me, which mean that I can see dad.

so yeah, fun. Report when I get back, as well as pictures. (Whixch reminds me, I should porst thge rest of the RopeCOn pics, too...)

Will miss you guys :D



Jan. 18th, 2006 04:45 pm
arabwel: (Food)
Am waiting for the ground beef to defroze so I can have my yummy sphagetti... am also sitting around trying to get warm because it's frreewak-ass cold out ther eand I had to go see tyhe namesake. She had not been able to talk to the doc yet but she did scompliment my boots and we babbles d a lot about inconsequential things. Which is fof the good.

Am currently stressing out ont he tri to the #nanowrimo meet. WHy=? NBecause, dear friends, I have become a clotheshorse. I am going OMG"!Angst and thinking about bring lots of shoes and a dozen different outfits and other craptacular idiocy like that...

so yeah, shoot me now please.

Other than that... well, will dye my hair tonight methinks.
arabwel: (RR)
So yeah, electivity. And I will be going to Helsinki next Friday. Will go see nice folks from #nanowrimo (the FInnish one) and meet Dad.

Now?`Plotting FOtM, T & J's date. feeling a littel weirded out by stuff-

guess this is teh random-

Wark wark

Dec. 12th, 2005 02:38 am
arabwel: (Default)
yes, the ame ole subject line...

the date that was supposed to happen? didn't. I chickened out like woah because I just... I just couldn't do it. Couldn't meet some randonm guy for coffee. *sigh*

So what am I doing? Sitting alone at home, and, argyh, flirting with the one guy who has also been in my thoughts for a while. he says he's dark and hjandsome,a nd at 6' qualifies as tall for me. I know somme, hhh, intimate details from his kinda randomly. and I doa lso know that he most likely is not going to commit anytime soon. and probably wo8uld go eww if he ever saw my picture. he'äs also only 22 afaik, and not willing to have a family or, you know, actually financially stable. *sigh*

so.. yeah. should tell myself to stop being an idiot wven if he does call me Cherry Blossom.

ETA: And is going out on a date with someone tomorrow. so.. yeah. *lkicks self*

wark wark

Dec. 11th, 2005 09:27 pm
arabwel: (Fall apart)
SAo, yeah. had a nice birthday. the f9ollowing angst and horrid feelinhg of worthlesness, not so. Rethie? I am sorry,. So very, very sorry. Hope you can forgive me.

So.. yeah. ended up starting the tweenies quite nonhappily.


Dec. 8th, 2005 01:42 am
arabwel: (Antonio)
Guys, meet Renee; my latesat RP character.

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