Fuck..

[arabwel]

having a massive cryinbg fit. Firrst one in ges and itps hard. Feeling öliker sa completye useless fuckup of a monster that no one will ever love. Wish I could just die.

want to stop hurting like this. I wish I werew ptretyty.. then I wouldnopt hurt like this.

Comments

Re: middle of no where

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

Suppose so. But as it is, i fucked up way bad with, oh, everything else int he city, too.

Re: middle of no where

[wight1984.livejournal.com]

well, time to leave that in the past.

I certainly don't hassle myself about how life was and what I was like whilst I was at school

Re: middle of no where

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

I pretty mcujh dropped out and am one of those losers who never fgot any sort of a secondary education. makes me even more useless in general.

education

[wight1984.livejournal.com]

If you're concerned about education then you can always address that.

Meanwhile my father dropped out of school and I do NOT consider him a loser or useless.

Re: education

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

ipve tried. Nothing works - ipåm totally useless when it comes to actually attending classes, I wish i could just walk in and take the exams - I know I could probably get a better-than-average result if that weere possibnle.