Fuck..

[arabwel]

having a massive cryinbg fit. Firrst one in ges and itps hard. Feeling öliker sa completye useless fuckup of a monster that no one will ever love. Wish I could just die.

want to stop hurting like this. I wish I werew ptretyty.. then I wouldnopt hurt like this.

Comments

Re: alone

[arabwel.livejournal.com]

there are very, very few things in life that I can actually find any joy in, and they donpt actually make me feel like grabvbing them. they're quite frankly too insignificant to drive away the misery.

joy

[wight1984.livejournal.com]

Then they don't drive away the misery, isn't joy it's own reward?

Really, if I was that miserable that there was only one thing once a year that could give me any joy, I know I'd be looking forward to that day every year and I'd appreciate it more than anything I have in my life at the moment.

I wouldn't call them insignificant.