Perfectly impossible; not enough money to get a place elsewhere, and the only person who would put up with me is Domina and she can't.

there isnpt anything here that I would weant to do: Everyuthing brings up painful memories of when i was growing up, and.. well, lets just say that I hate even stepping out of the door.

adn it has alwatys been like this - in the city, when i travel.. everywheere. Even online. No one Ever wants me.-