May. 18th, 2016 01:32 pm
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I met a Pickleboot.
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So I am posting this here before I hit any of the comms out there because.. I dunno. Feelings. and because I may end up saying a lot of stuff in comments at first. And, well, ffs. I wrote this because I thought the first fill for the prompt was way too generic and didn't really do what it was set out to do. that probably says too much about me.

Title: Swansong
Rating: M / NC-17
Summary: Response to a kink meme challenge: Loki's threat to Natasha comes true; she is destroyed by the one closest to her
Characters: Clint, Natasha, brief appearance by Loki
Pairing: Clint/Natasha
Warnings, holy mother of warnings: Character death, non-con, graphic violent torture, mind-control, psychological torture, anything else I should mention that you see, please let me know. If you want any of the warnings elaborated, feel free to ask.
Author's Note: I have a lot of feels about this fic and how I wanted to explore the intimacy part of Loki's threat and the psychological implications of what precisely would movie!Natasha fear the most? I don't feel I've succeeded 100% but I believe this fic stands on its own.

It starts with the music )
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One little compliment can make you feel great. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. Once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are.


Feb. 1st, 2012 05:04 pm
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I'm running a test to see
who's reading my posts.
So, if you read this, leave
me a one-word comment
about your day that starts with the third letter of your LJ USERNAME.
Only one word please. Then repost so I
can leave a word for you. Don't just post a
word and not copy - that's not as much

Or whatever. :p


Jan. 28th, 2012 12:38 pm
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Under cut, a meme I nicked form [ profile] pickleboot

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In the past yar i have posted shockingly badly. So here have a meme: first lines of eac h month!

January: So last night sucked. a lot
February: So, I am going to Prague next week.
March: Here is what I played at Dominion this past Saturday!
April: fuck fu kc fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
May: So I am DJing tonight.
June: Just took a look at the bands and venues.
July: I have some vocal samples I need an opinion on.
August: I am still alive.
September: Nothin much going on.
October: Still aliov e.
November: Ok since the idea seems to be drumming up support - here is the Idea Post for an OFC fanfic fest.
December: So I won nano with 50K of serial killer plot device porn.

All in all, looks like it has been an.. interesting year. Celarly i am all about the msuic and occasionally reminding folks that I am, in fact, alive.
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I <3 y'all.

It's been an okay christmas, may the new year be shiny too.
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Originally posted by [ profile] moerlin at As of tomorrow, no more subject lines in comments on LJ
I was gonna update this with much happier stuff, but for the past week I've just been so enraged with LJ's asshattery that I've had it to here.

In case you didn't know, on 12/12 they first announced sneakily on the Russian journal of LJ's design guy that with new changes being implemented tomorrow, there will be no more subject lines in comments and that this change was "non-negotiable" (good round-up and translation here). I'm sure you all realize that this will basically make fandom and RP communities unusable. LJ's staff, however, doesn't give a shit. At least 18 pages of 100% negative feedback didn't sway them.

They've backpedaled some and will make keeping comment subject lines optional in some S2 styles, but the default (that 99% of communities are running right now) will decidedly be subject-less! Not to mention that their new and frankly, fucking ugly design will take forever to load and make the site a pain to use on mobile browsers.

And oh, it looks like they might be taking away the drop-down menu to select icons as well, so you'll have to load all your icons as pictures to select them. Lovely. (I will beta-test tonight to see if this is actually true.)

Really, I don't know why I'm surprised. LJ is always fucking with the parts of the site that actually work and breaking them, so this is just another instance of that. Because seriously, who are subject lines hurting by just being there? (And no, it can't be a matter of server strain, considering the new "graphic" interface will definitely be using up more resources - so much fun when there's DDoS attacks!)
As far as I know, they've never once listened to their customers, so those thousands of comments already posted probably won't do shit. I've left a message expressing my concerns about the new comment pages here anyway; so if you want to do that too, go for it! If anything, it helps with the rage. ;)

FYI: Dreamwidth is feeling Christmasy has reacted to LJ's bullshit and has open account creation (no invite codes needed) for the rest of the week. Might be a good idea to get your back-up or new home, whatever the case may be, up and running now.

Yeah. this sucks.
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RELATE ME! When you think of me, what is the first thing that pops into your mind related to me in the following 10 categories:

TV Show:
Other LJ user:
The first word you think of when you think of me:

Busy as hell in RL with event prep and other stuff. SUffice to say there is drama but when is there not?

and yeah the OFC fest is still on my mind too.


Jun. 4th, 2011 12:10 am
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it's over midnight here, so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY [ profile] pickleboot !!! :D

Many happy remixes to you! :D 


Jan. 16th, 2011 09:43 pm
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Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.
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Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten people right now.
Day 2: Nine things about yourself.
Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day 6: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day 7 Day 9: Four turn offs.
Day 8 Day 10: Three turn ons.
Day 9: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day 10: One confession

Day 4

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5 questions! You know the drill, comment and I ask ye

these are from [ profile] c_hrista :D

1) If you could vacation anywhere, where would you go?

I would like to go somewhere really really exotic. Forget everything for a while. Go for a long hike or a ride or something in somewhere that is jsut gorgeous nad far away from everything.. like Peru or something.

2) How did you find 2_lines?

Spotlight XD that would have been back in.. 04? I think...

3) Name something you like about yourself (non-physical).

Oh, balls. this is a hard one. I like to think I have anb excellent taste in music.

4) Why broccoli?

A few ages ago, I hated broccoli. Like, really really did not loike it. and hten out of the bloody blue - I started craving it. and somehow there was an acutal quest to get me some broccol and then someone made me this icona nd. yeah, I have embraced the broccoli cause lets face t, BROCCOL IS FUCKING AWESOME :D

5) Where does your username come from?

Once upon a tme, many many years ago, i was making characters for a game that never materialized. Including a pa r of twins hho wrere a total distaff counterpart ripoff of Raistlin and Caramon from Dragonlance. they were called Arabel and Mirabel. I made a typo in Arabel, it became Arabwel, i picked it for my own username and.. yeah the rest s history. Most people who know me know me as Ara, not as *realname*

Anyone want questions? :D


Nov. 20th, 2010 08:25 am
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You know, i weanted to post about the epic mess that is currently all over a certain snark community. But frankly, the situation renders me completely speechless.

*shakes head*

I hate people so much. and by people I mean the idiot who showed up to spew his vile asshattery all over the place. I am mostly just annoyed at the pile-up. Ok, so a little POd too but thats my "thou shalt not fuck with my friends or I shall feed thee thy knuckles in a soup" side coming out.

In other news, I have a phone again, can access FB again, and so on.

What did I miss?


Nov. 1st, 2010 04:13 pm
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Guys, go to [ profile] savesnowssanity and do something. Anything.

You see, [ profile] snowcoma Is a wonderful awesome shiny person and she needs help attaining the medical attention she needs. This is not a hoax, this is not a social experiment, this is the real thing.

People are donating time, skills, stuff, etc to auction to help save her. Please go and see if there is anyything there that you would like. Or could do.
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I know you are all intelligent people and wont post shit you say here to me on twittert/Fb, right? Cause, you know,keeping things slightly private and all that jazz.
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for various reasons, am not going to mera luna this year. (unless someone can borrow me 300 euro or so? didnt think so...)

So instead have a meme.

1. If you'd like to play along, reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. You then list (and upload or link to the video, if you feel like it) 5 (6, 7) songs that start with that letter.
3. Then, as I'm doing here, you'll post the list to your journal with the instructions. Easy peasy!

I got slapped with an E by [ profile] raisedbymoogles :D

And i iz laxy. no links. do your own work :P

Everything Counts - Depeche Mode
Electrosluts Extraordinaire - Faderhead
Eloise - The Damned
Epitaph - Front Line Assembly
End - The Cure
Electronic Warfare - Apoptygma Berzerk


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